miie- [used]

2008-05-09T23:25:00.002+08:00

2007-10-29T11:25:00.000+08:00

blahs !
im boredd !
&im lik rotting at home.
loll.
later become a stone infront of th com.
loll.
lameshyt mans xD
yipee !
changed fone.
&it is lik finally lors.
whee !
hahs (:
&ii lik it :D
gort sims 2 :D
hahs (:
ystd th dream was lik sooo weird.
seemed soo real tho.
bud ii really wanna talk to om.
=/
blahs !
at night still gort my biao zeh wedding.
&nth else to write ler bar.
:D

2007-09-13T18:25:00.000+08:00

&ii changed url ! :DD
wanting to forget everything that ii wrote in this blog.
bud wont delete this blog tho :D
www.ifyoodidcare.blogspot.com
relink ! :DD
witsmiles (=

2007-09-11T22:20:00.000+08:00

the person who tagged you is…
celeste dear !
your relationship with him/her is…
she's my dearest dear !
5 impressions you have of him/her…
she is nice !
she is lovable !
she is cute !
she is a good ear !
&ii love her !
the most memorable thing he/she has done for you...
eh. many lehs.
loads of good memories :D
the most memorable words he/she has said to you...
eh she love me !
that's th most memorabl bar :D
if he/she becomes your lover, you will…
please. ii aint a lesbian. :D
so ii think that should nort & will nort happen. :D
&she osho aint a les toos :D
if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be...
eh. loll. we aint & wont become a lesbian :D
no worries :D
&she doesnt have anth to improve on toos.
just dont get too emo lik me x/
loll.
if he/she becomes your enemy, you will…
ii will diao her.
lik what she does :x
if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be…
ii carnt think of any tho.
cos ii love her !
&we havent even argued before tho :D
the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is…
is to tell her darlie is better than sunsun :D
your overall impression of him/her is…
good ? :D
how you think people around you will feel about you...
im a fool bar ?
the characteristic you love about yourself is...
eh. ii dont noe ?
carnt think of any tho.
on the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is…
keep crying. x/
the most ideal person you want to be is…
th person which can make him smile.
bud guess thats impossibl bar ?
for people that care and like you, say something to them…
ii love yoo ! :D
pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you...
01. sheila zeh !
02. gladys mummy !
03. seowwen nu`er !
04. jiahui applepie !
05. joan honey !
06. elizabeth tan mei !
07. yong han dumbass !
08. fabian gor !
09. elyn mei !
10. norvin gor !
who is no.6 having relationship with?
(elizabeth)
eh. she's single ?
loll.
Is no.9 a male or female?
(elyn)
a female ?
duh.
have yoo heard of a male called elyn before ?
obvious no rights ?
If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
(yong han & norvin )
ee ! no ?
ii surely vomit cans :x
both are males ehs.
together become gays. :x
&iim sure norvin will definitely wont agree to it :D
&they both lik someone else who are girls ?
instead of guys.
loll.
What is no.2 studying about?
(gladys)
eh. ii dont noe ?
loll.
When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
(seowwen)
eh. today in sch ?
duh.
she sits in front of me.
&goes wit me during recess ?
What kind of music band does no.8 like?
(fabian)
eh. think linkin park ?
heard him sang linkin park song once on th fone.
nort bad :D
Does no.1 has any siblings?
(sheila)
eh. yups. a zeh :D
Will you woo no.3?
(seowwen)
eh. no way.
ii wont be a lesbian cans.
&she osho wont be one :D
even tho she kids around.
loll.
How about no.7?
(yong han)
eh please lurs.
loll.
wont der lors.
Is no.4 single?
(jiahui)
yups.
What’s the surname of no.5?
(joan)
tan :D
my honey ehs !
how can dont noe.
noe her since pri4 bar :D
same CCA until this year. :D
What’s the name of no.10?
(norvin)
norvin ong jun yong :D
how can dont noe his name ehs.
my gor lehs.
even his friendster osho have his name toos.
loll. :D
What’s the hobby of no.4?
(jiahui)
eh. studying :D
loll.
actually ii dont noe :x
Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
(joan & elyn)
eh. ii dont think they noe each other ?
bud ii think if they noe each other.
they may get along well bar ? :D
Where is no.2 studying at?
(gladys)
chung cheng high yishun. :D
same sch as me.
anort wont have noe her :D
Say something casual about no.1?
(sheila)
she's nice :D
Where does no.9 live?
(elyn)
eh. somewhere in yishun ?
What color does no.4 like?
(jiahui)
eh. ii think blue ?
Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
(joan & sheila)
yups. they are :D
Does no.7 likes no.2?
(yong han & gladys)
eh. ii dont think they noe each other lors.
loll.
&glad lik someone else.
&yh lik someone else toos.
How did you get to know no.2?
(gladys)
from choir :D
chair-person ehs. :D
&my mummy ! :D
Does no.1 have any pets?
(sheila)
yupyups. a dog :D
Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
(yong han)
eh. ii doubt so :x
loll.
&ii think he is th most retarded :x
&most bhb too bar :D
&childish toos :DD
teeheeheehee ! :DD

&im soooo boreddd !
carnt find anth for d&t.
boohoos !
&yong han is sososo noisy !
LOL.
&shawn yoo wont boom cans :D
&thankyoos gor :D
lovegor :D

2007-09-11T16:39:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

shawn ;
dont be retarded.
happy must nort dao peopl.
sad must nort dao peopl too :D

celeste ;
LOL.
&ii shook yoor hand.
loll.
&ii wanna see JJ toos.

post ;

haiish.
why carnt ii just give up.
&ii tried real hard to give up.
tried nort to think.
bud why carnt ii just let go ?
haiish.

didnt post since sunday.

sunday ;

&happy burfdae junsheng !

my life is sososo pathetic.
wake up watch teevee.
thn talked to shawn.
crapcrapcrap.
haiish.
why must they graduate sososo fast.
x/
haiish.
really dont wish to see them graduate :x
cos no one will crap wit me after sch ler bar.
haiish.
ii will&do miss them once they have their break for o lvl.
for them to studystudystudy.
haiish.
&shawn did said smth.
he told me to give up.
cos in th end.
once they graduate.
they either find poly anort upper sec der.
haiish.

haiish.
have yoo ever wondered all ii ever wanted.
is just be there for him.
when he needs someone.
as a friend.

thn called yong han.
very boringggggg.
thn ii actually mugged ! :D
thn stupid dumbass go blast music while talking thn super loud.
loll.
&go press th blabla black sheep sound using th number.
loll.
very crappy ! :x
loll.
asked norvin&shawn&yong han how to do sci worksheet.
eh. nort much of help.
bud thankyoos anyways ! :D

monday ;

morning assembly ;
asked weibin.
&she adviced me :D
&it made my mood muchmuch better tho :D
whees !
teeheeheehee ! :DD
hehe :x
sci ;
copied notes.
&nearly fall asleep cans.
cme ;
fell asleep. yawns.
:o
loll.
recess ;
it sososo cold. x/
rain rain go away
come again another day.
:D
loll.
bought drinks & went to sports hall sit down chat :D
teeheeheehee ! :DD
loll.
lit ;
boringg as usual.
fell asleep. x/
loll.
chi ;
sooo long never have mdm teo lesson ler.
&super funny lurs.
everyone kept laughing tho :D
eng ;
boringggg. :x
gotta read newspaper article.
&have to talk bout what we have read.
loll.
thn gotta do compo.
pathetic cans !

after sch went to find celeste ! :D
went to th staff room to find mdm chen.
carnt find her.
called her fone.
&she went to dont noe where -.-
loll.
&she's nort in sch.
loll.
after that pei her go d&t rm.
thn wait for her do finish her workpiece.
blowblow th saw dust :D
loll.
hahhas.
thn round 2pm left.
thn go canteen.
gave junsheng his burfdae prezzie ! :D
hoped he lik it.
cos im lik sooo broke lurs.
loll.
thn ate lunch.
chatted wit celeste.
thn we talked bout 黑人牙膏 ! :DD
iilovedarlie黑人牙膏 ! :DD
loll.
happy celeste ?
loll.
thn we crapped.
thn we were supposed to go home.
thn kaining wanted to go northpoint too.
so waited for her.
in th mean time went to find shawn&fabian.
thn chat.
&left.
&loll.
they bet that ii would sit wit fabian on th bus.
kaining bet ii wont sit.
celeste bet ii would.
bud in th end ii didnt !
loll.
thn went to cold storage pei celeste buy junsheng's burfdae prezzie.
thn go upstairs look for wrapping paper.
in th end didnt buy.
&home :D
&chatted wit shawn&norvin round 10pm.
two talking bout sci physics stuffs.
didnt understand tho :x
&norvin is soo erxin :x
loll.
shant elaborate :x
&im nort a blur girl.
who is a burgalar.
&liks to eat burger.
dumbass yong han ! x/

tues ;

morning assembly ;
raining x(
boohoos !
loll.
saw gladys when coming to sch
&th wind very windy -.-
loll.
thn gave sheila back her gummies.
sorry ehs sheila.
ate soo many :x
loll.
thn pei her go toilet.
thn go back.
asked yanchiew pei me go toilet agains.
cos very cold.
&szeswee&kailing havent come.
&we are locked outside -.-
thn thankyoos to whoever helped me to take my bag in.
mr tan came in.
just for th morning assembly.
loll.
cos mdm tan didnt came.
d&t ;
boringg !
gotta do proj.
&next tues gotta present.
&gotta do research.
&by tonight ii gotta complete.
&send it to weibin.
anort oh-oh.
loll.
thn went to d&t room.
teeheeheehee !
ii think ii dododo lik th thing im doing now.
hope ii have enough time to complete it.
loll.
whees !
sci ;
boringg !
did corrections.
which is lik sooo boringg ?
&th sci paper was from O level 10year series.
omg lurs.
no wonder sososo diff cans. x/
recess ;
boohoos !
loll.
ate :D
&thankyoos pearlyn for th sip of drink :D
loll.
chi ;
did newspaper article report.
&omg lurs.
tml 3periods of chi lehs.
x/
1hour 45mins.
&gotta complete th report.
&ii do love lollys :D
geog ;
day dreaming..
carnt seem to concentrate.
x/
loll.
eng ;
mdm tan didnt came.
relieve teacher came.
fell asleep.
&th class look very bright -.-

went to eat lunch wit seowwen&sandra&cheryl&madelline&xiaomei.
after that went home :D

(4:37 PM) •»✖şĦąωи✖«• ✖em0: i happy i dao
(4:37 PM) - SHIHUI }.: LOL.
(4:37 PM) •»✖şĦąωи✖«• ✖em0: i sad i dun dao
(4:37 PM) - SHIHUI }.: madmad.
(4:37 PM) •»✖şĦąωи✖«• ✖em0: =D
(4:37 PM) - SHIHUI }.: LOL.
(4:37 PM) - SHIHUI }.: crazy ass shawn !
(4:38 PM) •»✖şĦąωи✖«• ✖em0: xie xie ni
(4:38 PM) - SHIHUI }.: loll.
(4:38 PM) •»✖şĦąωи✖«• ✖em0: hehe
(4:38 PM) •»✖şĦąωи✖«• ✖em0: haha
(4:38 PM) •»✖şĦąωи✖«• ✖em0: muhaha
(4:38 PM) •»✖şĦąωи✖«• ✖em0: wahaha
(4:39 PM) •»✖şĦąωи✖«• ✖em0: wuhaha

&shawns mad ! :D

&now ii gotta do my d&t work.
anort nort enough time ler. x/
loll.

&ii do do do do love 黑人牙膏 darlie :DD
teeheeheehee ! (=
&celeste love sun sun :D
hahhas.

2007-09-08T18:09:00.000+08:00

haiish.

莎士比亚说完美的爱情使人意薄弱不完美的爱情伤害人心

haiish.
why yoo keep sighing ner ?
why carnt yoo just cheerups ?
haiish.
只相看到你笑。
haiish.
th line was dead after uh.
haiish.

2007-09-07T17:44:00.000+08:00

tag reply ;

sotong ;
mei ! :D

post ;

iiloveblahblahblahs ! (=
&iilovelimegreen ! (=

just came back home nort long.
norvin &shawn &sheila came to my house.
thn slack slack &play piano &crap :D
loll.
&thankyoos sheila !
for buying th lunch :D
&norvin they all stop at th wrong bustop :x
loll.
around 2plus norvin left.
thn me &sheila go find bloggy skin.
thn shawn study.
loll.
thn crapcrapcrap ! :D
loll.
after that sent shawn off.
cos reached bustop thn th bus came.
thn shawn went off.
&sheila forget bring key.
thn we two walk to yck stadium there sit there talk :D
loll.
thn went home.
loll.
wheeeeeeeeees XD
&stupid shihao !
better tellme hors ! :x
loll.

为什么你
可以为了那失真的承诺
而那样的保护着她
不顾一切的
只想他和她开心的在一起
不管你心里是雨天只要因为她
你什么都愿意。
haiish.
even tho ii noe whatever what ii do.
no matter what ii will always be th most a friend.
&ii dont care.
all ii want is to be there for yoo when yoo need someone.
rain or shine.
ii will be there.

2007-09-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

bambembimbombum ! (=
wheeees XD
dont noe why my mood went back to normal ler !
loll.
:D
&teehee :DD
lalala ! :DD

2007-09-06T18:51:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

zimin ;
eh. never minds lurs.
&anyways thankyoos for tagging back ?

sheila ;
just kidding cans x/
haiish.
&anyways thankyoos ?
loll.

post ;

haiish.
its all my fault x/

&happy burfdae shawn !

woke up round 0830am x/
thn used com.
thn forget time.
left home around 0930am.
thn took 851 to northpoint to meet ;
yong han ; shawn ; norvin ; sheila.
thn went to orchad cine.
&dumbass yong han woke up only at 1000am.
thn we went off first.
&fabian came.
didnt see him nor talk to him for a long long time.
he look different.
loll.
thn we went to orchad cine.
went to th kbox at th 8th floor.
sat down & waited for th dumbass.
thn shawn&norvin went to play pool.
thn yong han told us no need wait for him.
thn we went in.
singsingsing.
&haiish.
x/
blahblahblahs.
&kbox lunch is nicee.
loll.
after that sheila went home.
thn me &yong han &norvin &shawn went to The Heeren.
thn after going in to HMV.
me &norvin went up&downstairs to find smth that suits shawn for his burfdae.
&finally found a shirt.
think he wear will be quite nice bar ?
loll.
after that met them.
thn went to th 2nd storey of HMV.
唐禹哲 & 汪东城 &炎亚伦 &吴尊 super cute cans.
loll.

shihui ;
大东 very 帅 !
shawn ;
nono. 吴尊 more 帅 !
yong han ;
aiya. [ pointing to th middle of 大东 &吴尊 (炎亚伦) ]
this one 最帅.

LOL.
after that 本来 want go paragon der toys`r us walkwalk.
bud in th end go far east.
thn go there walkwalk.
&yong han gastric.
thn go upstairs there eateat.
thn norvin very 自动 cans.
loll.
cos ii say whoever want just take lors
thn norvin eat finish his noodles thn take my food.
loll.
thn shawn said im anti-social.
-.-
loll.
haiish.
after that went walkwalk.
thn norvin say want oil film.
thn in th end th four of us all using -.-
LOL.
thn went to buy bubbletea.
bought green apple milk tea wit green apple jelly.
&after that went to the staircase there drink.
drink ler thn went home.
thn stupid shawn keep laughlaughlaugh.
loll.
-.-
&anyways shawn !
sorrys ehs.
haiish.

为什么为什么。
那些眼泪不肯听我的话。
haiish.
just guilty..

2007-09-05T20:14:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

celeste ;
never minds thurs carnt peii me.
actually going out to celebrate shawn's burfdae.
thn going kbox.
thn only 5peopl.
thn wanted to ask yoo along.
haiish.

sheila ;
ee !
go miss da zhu zhu lurs :x
haiish.

post ;

today wake up round 1020am.
rushed out of th house.
cos meeting yanchiew & seowwen at 11am.
was there on time.
&both of them were late.
&th earliest was yanchiew.
she came round 1135am.
thn seowwen reached round 1250pm x/
super late cans.
loll.
haiish.
thn studied. x/
more lik chatting cans.

&thankyoos jianzhong for th sweater !
loll.

&norvin is sooo ungentleman cans :x
loll.
bud thankyoos norvin for pei me wait bus !
anort ii will be there sooo lonely.
cos my fone no batt.
x/
haiish.

why carnt it be rewind ?

2007-09-04T14:59:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

celeste ;

dear !

okayokays.

no probs :D

&go find fabian slack ?

loll.

wwen ;

loll.

bud tell me how to bar ?

&loll.

sooo long ler.

victor ;

eh bu ke qi ?

&sorry eh.

today never peii yoo go gym.

think ii gonna become pig very soon bar ?

keep on eating & never go excercise x/

loll.

shawn ;

yeayea.

im okays toos ler :D

loll.

-.-

yays XD

ii want go kbox :D

hehe :D

loll.

post ;

blahblahblahs.

my life is soooo boring :x

loll.

&ii lik white :D

loll.

-.-

rarhs !

watched until ep19 of 终极一家 the x-family.

th ep20 havent been uploaded.

rarhs !

&im sooo pathetically boreddddddd !

rarhs !

&dont yoo agree da dong (wang dong cheng) look cute ? XD

loll.

shi hui ;

[ show th photo ] cute anorts ?

norvin ;

where gort cute.

rarhs !

stupid gor :x

loll.

&yong han didnt noe who is it at all.

neither do he noe who is fahrenheit ( feilunhai )

rarhs !

loll.

&shihao said he is cute.

bud he aint paying any attention lurs.

loll

boringgggggg day !

wheeeeeeeeees XD

tml go out.

bud do proj. -.-

loll.

bud bud bud ...

thurs ! XD

hehhehe :D

yays XD

go kbox :D

loll.

for all that time..

ii was only a sub.

now ..

im only a friend.

what's next ?

why carnt ii just let it go ?

2007-09-03T15:57:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

yanchiew ;
eh nth ii guess ?
loll.
haiish. x/
siians.
have lit proj.
dont feel lik doing. x/

shihao ;
orh.
&anyways thankyoos for today morning.
haiish.
&yea.
owe yoo bubbletea.
see when gort meet thn treat yoo bar ?

shawn ;
loll.
&yoo thn cheerups lurs.
haiish.
dont argue back.
&its soo obvious its aint okays.
haiish.

celeste ;
huhs ?
what did ii did wrong ?

crystal ;
eh bu ke qi ?
lovezeh !

post ;

haiish.
slept at 4am plus.
going to 5am.
haiish.
just carnt fall asleep.
just what th hell is wrong wit me.
ii had been smiling for these few days.
thn why did th smiles faded.
didnt ii said ii aint gonna care.
aint gonna think.
just gonna continue smiling.
thn why did th tears came back ?

And the days feel like years when I'm alone
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you.

&you don't mean to be cruel
you never even knew about the heartache
I've been going through

2007-09-01T16:51:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

sheila ;
loll.
zeh !
no need spam der rights.
loll.
-.-
&carnt yoo just msg me instead.
ii was already offline that time.
loll.
&ya ii noe shihao say we talk on msn..
about th same.
loll.
he told me on th fone.
loll.

shawn ;
loll.
yaya.
xiao zhu zhu should have called da zhu zhu instead :x
loll.
&trytry. :x
see first. :x
should be no other reasons for me to ... ler lurs :D
loll.

post ;

rarhs !
how much do ii lik my dream ystd.
eh. ii guess 101% (=
loll.
teehee !
carnt rmb much lurs.
just rmb it was very funny & retarded.
loll.
&rarhs !
im super boredddddd.
&im out of my mind.
(=

2007-08-31T22:23:00.000+08:00

tag reply ;

shawn ;
yeayea !
&yea.
&no more next time bar :x
hope ii wont break my promise for th 4th time. x/
rarhs !

post ;

wheeeeees XD
im crazymadhyper :D
hehe !
rarhs !
lalala ~ :D

morning assembly ;
ee !
rarhs !
ACES workout ;
whees XD
super funny lurs :D
wheeeeeees XD
funnyfunny :D
happyhappy :D
teehee !
&deb how can yoo say such a thing.
yoo ...
whatever.
:x
&jiahou keep on pushing us.
very retarded :D
loll.
thn we keep pushing each other.
& :DD
wheeeee XD
loll.
thn walkwalk. x)
yays XD
free period ;
gort back report card.
x/
rarhs !
expected it bar.
x/
recess ;
boringgg cans :x
loll.
free period ;
chatted wit madelline ; yanchiew ; caiqi ; sandra ; seowwen.
&chiew made it soooo ming xian.
rarhs !
teachers day programme ;
quite nice lurs.
nort bad nort bad :D
hehe :D
&thanks to sandra mans.
ii cried -.-
loll.
she dared me.
& once ... ii cried.
loll.
rarhs !
unfeeling mei mans :x
loll.

lion dance ;
ahaha :x
norvin nearly fall down :x
loll.
norvin in front.
eddie behind. :D
bud quite nice lurs :D
chi dance ;
nort bad :D
malay boy band ;
their chasing cars quite nice ehs.
:D
loll.
skit by 2A ;
quite creative :D
funny toos :D
video by 4H ;
quite nice & funny toos : D
video bout racial harmony day ;
sadsad.
ii didnt went to sch that day tho.
didnt noe what was going on :x
secret der band ;
bu neng shuo de mi mi !
ee ! x)
jay chou in th movie chao shuaii !
loll.
nort bad lurs :DD
loll.
&norvin look super funny :x
haha :x
&fabian speak 1sentence of chi.
warhs !
loll. :x
nan de :x
loll.
&yong han look retarded :x
loll.
teacher dancing ;
cowboy style lehs. :D
quite nice :D

&sch ends sooo late cans.
1plus. thn release.
rarhs !
thn go take 811 wit sen & madelline.
thn go back chongfu.
sen jump thn "hugged" th wall.
thn saw sebas & amelia & winston & marcus & cheng they all.
thn by th time we reach th gate.
th security guard say sch close ler.
omg lurs.
we rush down thn say sch close.
rarhs !
thn after that went to northpoint.
without th boys.
when sen said mayb going safra for bowling.
in th end ; NOTHING .
x/
rarhs !
thn ate mac.
thn chatted wit amelia&madelline.
&jeslyn&jessica went home.
&huggies :D
&saw bernice.
loll.
she changed mans.
loll.
thn huggies toos. :D
loll.
thn called fabian & norvin.
they came down.
when lik th whole world is busy cans.
x/
lol.
thn crapped loads mans.
&wheeees XD
&thankyoos shihao for honeydew milktea. ! :D
da bian !
loll.
&thanks to that xu gong gong gort some stupid nickname.
rarhs !
loll.
&as usual.
shihao&yong han was late.
&changed time agains.
loll.
:x
shua da pai ! :x
loll.
after that went to khatib.
shihao treat bubbletea :D
loll.
yays XD
loll.
after that went to yishun stadium.
thn norvin ps !
go chat wit girls. :x
loll.
talking to norvin & shawn.
&just said wahlaos ehs.
why ii write on my blog he ps me :x
loll.
thn shawn replied.
he despo. :x
loll.
funny ehs.
loll.
&wths man.
&norvin say what crap mans.
say what ii use heart ...
rarhs !
&shawn say must write on blog.
&pls lurs.
ii sit der place very loud & clear cans :x
&finefine.
use heart use heart lors.
:x
use both ear&heart cans ler bar ?
loll. :DD
teehee !
rarhs !
stupid gors ! :x
two against one.
rarhs !
unfair der x/
loll.
&why did wei xiang said that.
weird people :x
&all norvin fault.
big mouth go say.
rarhs !
bud who cares :x
teeheee !
after that went home.
&that stupid dumbass keep pull my ponytail.
rarhs !
x/
wheeeeeeeees XD
happy & mad :D
teehee !
&sorrys celeste dear for ps :x
:D

2007-08-30T21:30:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

sheila ;
paisehs lurs.
sorrys ehs.
dont angry.
&stop emo-ing lurs.
loll.

celeste ;
yea.
it is cans.
pretty soon if yoo continue.
loll.
yaya JJ addiction.
im addicted to black :x
teehee :D
loll.
&it aint pain.
just itchy
rarhs !
&dont ler hors !

post ;

rarhs !
why whole day never x(
ee !
soooo disappointing !
haiish.

nothing much to say bar.

all ii wanto say.
ii miss 6inno`05 guys.
omg.
its lik sooo long since ii last saw them mans.
rarhs !

&hope tml will be good ? :DD
teehee :DD
&iilovelimegreen :DD

2007-08-29T21:42:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

xueqi ;
eh bu ke qi ?
hope yoo lik it.
&paisehs wor.
:x
broke liaos x/
&loveya.

cora ;
&loveya too.

celeste ;
whats x/
ii remember telling yoo if yoo dare ...
ii surely slap yoo.
&ii told yoo.
ii say ler.
ii meant it.
just dont wish that uh huh becomes an addiction for yoo to forget yoor worries or what cans.
haiish.
finefine.

post ;

haiish.
boringg day.

morning assembly ;
:DD
looked up :DD
teehee :DD
lit ;
boringg.
copied notes.
&tml getta watch merchant of venice ! :D
dao du hui ;
okays quite interesting.
x/
bud osho kinda boringggg.
loll.
recess ;
:DD
hehhehhe !
loll.
maths ;
rarhs !
had maths test.
&ii didnt noe nor learnt.
eng ;
did horoscope thingy.
wrote plenty of craps.
mdm tan gave us "talk" on our horoscope.
&want us to write a descriptive essay bout our personalities.
&rarhs !
sound bhb to me tho.
:x
ace ;
did nothing x/
rarhs !
&mdm tan cried.
loll.

went to find sheila.
went to music room outside put bag.
thn went downstairs.
went to find gladys first.
chatted.
thn th tcherr ask why are we there when they are still having lessons.
rarhs !
went down to find shawn.
&yays XD
thankyoos dumbdumb !
for helping me do d&t :D
hehe :D
&tell me yoo didnt write any crap bout mouren on my paper in ink ?
loll.
rarhs !
:D
thn went up to get my d&T homework.
&sheila complained !
she didnt want to go down.
called shawn.
&shawn thought ii was lazy & used sheila as excuse.
rarhs !
how can a gor dont trust his mei !
whatever :x
loll.
thn went to khatib mac.
didnt eat anth.
instead bought cheesy balls.
nice :D
lik cheese fries :D
thn went back to sch.
&was late for choir.
thn sheila&ii crapped XD
loll.
rarhs !
funfun XD
after that went to th back gate there der bustop wit gladys.
&went home.
finally sch shoes are dried !
yays xD
loll.
&im done wit my post !
loll.

&no matter how foolish others gonna say.
im nort gonna care.
cos its my life.
&it aint theirs !
&ii will still be waiting in th silence x/

2007-08-28T18:30:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

yiling ;
eh. cancelled ler ?

shawn ;
haiish.
how to cheerups ner ? x/

yanchiew ;
he is nort only okays.
he is SHUAI ! :x
&ya
ii noe ii gotta 面对现实 cans.
haiish.

post ;

haiish.
rarhs !
didnt want to go to sch x/
&happy burfdae xue qi mei !

morning assembl ;
before queueing it drizzled.
thn ms see say go back class.
loll.
thn me&seowwen&yanchiew went to toilet.
thn come out.
my face was lik -.- cans.
rarhs !
teehee :x
d&t ;
did all my homework.
&rarhs !
stupid shawn !
sci ;
nth much.
stupid der lors.
brought textbook for nth.
recess ;
ee !
my recess was pathetic.
rarhs !
haiish . x/
&thankyoos chiew for th advice.
x/
&ii noe ii gotta 面对现实。
haiish. x/
ii just wanna be invisibl.
just as long as he wont see me x/
haiish.
chi ;
today liang lao shi last day.
loll. x/
haiish.
&will miss his lessons der bar ?
he nort that strict.
&let us watch movie & listen songs.
&haiish.
will remember th lyrics ii wrote. x/
haiish.
&today lesson.
haiish.
dont wanto talk bout that x/
geog ;
wths.
forget to bring file.
&had to stand up th whole lesson.
rarhs !
eng ;
did horoscope.
loll.
&im a LEO !
loll.
&haiish.

&what a pathetic day
ii had.

misunderstanding were plentiful.
haiish.
&no matter loved or hated.
yoo wont be ignored.
&goodlucks&jiayooos for tml. x/

2007-08-27T20:39:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

yanchiew ;
for making me smile ?
loll.
&yoo better agree that he jun xiang is moree shuaii !
loll.

post ;

6inno`05 gathering is postpone !
&its postpone to dec holis.
x/
&guys !
due to mrs chan gonna give birth soon.
mayb during her baby's first month we may or could go to her house.
&if we are going to have th BBQ or gathering at my house.
it will be very rushed.
as we have less than 2weeks to prepare.
x/
&if we have it during th dec holis we have more time to plan.
&it will be a more memorabl one.
&we could have BBQ.
&sorrys !

haiish.
&happy burfdae sandra !

morning assembly ;
rarhs !
dissapointed x/
haiish.
sci ;
had lab work.
talked wit sandra ; yanchiew ; seowwen bout shows.
&eeks !
no one agree he jun xiang is moree shuaii !
loll.
CME ;
boringg.
gotta do CME skit after th holis.
omg mans.
x/
recess ;
siian x/
disapointed as usual x/
haiish.
lit ;
boringgggg.
rarhs !
&ms teng promised us during wed or thurs she will let us watch
merchant of venice !
at least better than copying notes.
loll.
chi ;
tcherr let us watch doggy poo !
loll.
its totally retarded.
esp. when th poo said 我，我是大便。
loll.
&yanchiew & me was laughing away at th act cute voice x/
fun !
loll.
eng ;
read newspaper.
did sudoko instead.
loll.

after sch went wit celeste.
thn went walk walk whole sch.
&went to ...
&rarhs !
shouldnt have gone there.
x/
after that met shihao.
&rarhs !
he owe me bubbletea !
&he osho dont noe where to go cans.
thn say me.
unfair !
:x
loll.
that dumbdumb gor ! :x
after that went home. x/

&no matter how or what.
ii just dont noe why ii just carnt forget.
haiish.
&tell me how to give up will yoo ?
haiish x/

2007-08-26T18:29:00.000+08:00

6inno`05 gathering.

place ;

my house.

type ;

BBQ or function room.

ps. if yoo all want function room.
thn we order food catering.
&that means less hassel bar.

date ;

07sept07
08sept07

ps. choose one.

&guys.
eh. pls reply through msn or sms.
if ii aint online pls send an offline msg to me.
anort just leave a tag.
&thankyoos loads.
repl asap pls.
if yoo do want a gathering.

2007-08-26T16:28:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

shawn ;
ya.
as if th dict. aint for yoo to use toos cans.
x/
loll.
haiish.
yoo thn cheerups lurs.
&dont use th 大舌头 voice to say 我不懂 cans.
bud yea.
gotta admit it is cute x/
loll.
haiish.
yoo th cheerups cans.
yoo are at least x100 better than me. x/

post ;

nth much.
haiish.
it finally carnt be seen after 4days x/
haiish
bud it aint recovered. x/
haiish.
rarhs !
just what th hell is wrong wit me.
haiish.
where had th girl who cry&laugh at th same time been to.
why had th smiles faded.
just why.
haiish.

2007-08-25T23:37:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

shawn ;
yoo check dict. sooo long der lors.
loll.
haiish.

sandra ;
mei !
thankyoos for making th funny face.
did help a bit tho x/
&its cute aint scary.
&im trying to cheerup.
aint that easy x/
haiish.

celeste ;
dear !
yaya.
im th emoemo dear.
loll.
x/
&dont ya dare go ... hors.
dont want anth to happen to yoo.
loveya lots.
trying to cheerup. x/
bud its hard.
haiish.

post ;

怎么能忘时间多长
你快乐吗想代替你回答
你知道吗走了好远
我才能去面对
这份牵挂沉默伤悲
你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在你遗忘的角落

你要的不是我.
haiish.

2007-08-24T18:47:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

wwen ;
aiyas no one will go arbish yoo der lurs.
haiish. x/
&really thankyoos yoo&chiew for trying to make me happy. x/

shawn ;
haiish.
try bar.
go find mouren yao der thing lurs.
shoo !

post ;

放开
这是最好的决定
我为什么还在这发呆
我为什么还爱你
为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因
你狠心把我丢在这里

morning assembly ;
as usual.
bud it just felt weird.
pe ;
forget to bring pe.
&was having gastric.
haiish.
&wasnt in a mood to have pe too bar ?
the rest of th day ;
day-dreamed lik almost th rest of th lesson.
haiish.

dont feel lik continue writing bout th rest of th day.
haiish.
x/
why did ii walked that stairs .
haiish.

2007-08-23T21:14:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

shawn ;
haiish.
zhen me ban. x/
rarhs !
haiish.

edwin ;
shifu !
thankyoos for tagging. x/

fabian ;
what dumbdumb.
what yoo told him.
he told me ler.
he osho should have told yoo bars.
&ii dont noe bout that.
haiish.

celeste ;
dear !
&thankyoos for th concern.
loveya .
haiish.

post ;

its raining outside.
so is it raining inside me.
haiish.

slept around 1am.
carnt sleep.
listened to 不作你的朋友 until 0030 liddat.
turned here&there.
just carnt fall asleep.
x/

morning assembly ;
its lik th same x/
forgort to bring th score sheet.
haiish.
geog ;
forget to bring textbook.
shared wit seow wen.
shared my troubles wit her.
&thankyoos nu`er !
haiish.
sci ;
forget to bring workbook.
what th fuck cans.
had to stand outside th class.
x/
haiish.
chatted x/
thn copied th whole chapter.
copy th ques too cans.
what th hell.
just my luck lurs.
recess ;
didnt noe what had gotten into me.
it just fell uncontrollably.
haiish.
gort slapped by seow wen.
rarhs !
wont forget that.
x/
lit ;
tcherr was late.
chat wit seow wen.
&again it happened.
haiish.
copied notes. x/
maths ;
nth much.
assembly ;
had gastric nearly all th way.
haiish.

after sch went wit seow wen & yan chiew & deborah.
went to khatib.
&home.
haiish.
that & that didnt work.
haiish.
hugged baby taz. x/
&it happened again.
&im sick & tired of it.
changed & went downstairs der gym.
ran for lik 40plus mins.
it didnt felt any better.
just felt more tired. x/
went home.

&thankyoos seow wen ; yan chiew ; deborah ; jia hui for being there.
for making me smile.
&thankyoos pearlyn ; mellissa ; celeste ; sheila for th concern.

why carnt yoo just hurt me once for all ?
just why ?
why must yoo just say it only now ?
why every weds smth new happens ?
why ?
ii hated everything ii am.
hated myself for knowing yoo.
hated myself.
it aint your fault.
it is just mine.
there is no need to feel guilty der bars.
ii expected it ler.
shi wo ji zi yi xiang qin yuan bars.
bud if ii say ii carnt forget yoo..
what else can ii do to just get you out of my mind ?
tellme .
dont say thanks.
ii didnt do anything.
dont say sorry.
it aint yoor fault.
all ii wanto say.
if yoo need someone.
ii will be there.
&ii understand.
&ii noe yoo will never ever.
&all ii want is my burfdae wish to come true bars .
which is yoo to be happy.
&goodlucks for tml.

2007-08-20T20:27:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

celeste ;
yoo noe who ler bar x/
rarhs !
&where gort good cans x(
rarhs !
&ii love dear.
bud ... :D

jing wen ;
hellooo.
take cares too :D

shawn ;
yaya :x
ii gonna cut short everything XD
loll.
first mouren better than second mouren cans !
bleahs xP
hehe (:
yea lur yea lurs.
ii no need think.
cos yoo dont want me to think :D
yoo want second mouren think.
loll.
yaya !
shoo !
go find yoor mouren xP

post ;

haiish. x/
slept round 1am.
wth.

morning assembly ;
:DD
sci ;
nearly fell aslp.
mdm yeo ask me to wake up x/
loll.
rarhs !
CME ;
boringggggg.
recess ;
:DD
retard cans x/
bud who care :D
teehee :DD
lit ;
was looking outside.
&ms teng thought im sleeping ?
wths.
loll.
x/
chi ;
did lyrics x/
&all ii wrote was what was on my mind.
all those thoughts x/
eng ;
boringggg.
did finish newspaper homework.

haiish.
dont wish to elaborate bars.
bubbletea doesnt makes anth better nor sweeter.
it taste sour&bland at times.

ii carnt do anth.
hope you will do well tml bars x/

你不会爱我的爱我明白
你的最爱那一块哪天我才存在
我不会爱你的爱受伤害
所以宁愿安静的等待

2007-08-18T23:37:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

celeste ;
nort that bars.
x/
cos someone told me nort to spam ppl x/
rarhs !
&anyways lovemy DEAR cans !
hahas.
my medicine to laughter :D
hahhas.
&carnt wait to see ya in sch on monday :D

sheila ;
loll.
yeayea .
ii want lollys.
bud who need da fei zhu buy :x
ii ownself go buy. x(
da fei zhu pian xin lors !
where gort dont have ars ?
:x

cheuktow ;
&thankyoos :D
yea.
lifes have ups&downs.
&no matter what ii gotta accept whatever is gonna happen :D

post ;

slept at 2am.
talked to shihao gor & yong han.
&ii woke up at 0840 am.
nort in enough sleep x/
rarhs !
after that watched teevee xD
thn bath & changed.
went to meet sheila zeh.
thn went to bk study.
didnt study much. x/
after that shawn gor & fabian gor & norvin gor came toos.
&thankyoos shawn c**n s**n z***g for treating th onion rings :D
loll.
ii didnt write yoor full name :D
loll.
thn went off round 1240.
went home.
had lunch.
thn went for piano lessons.
ii improved XD
at least better than last week :x
lol.
thn went to orchad.
bought 终极一家 zhong ji yi jia book :D
omg mans.
ii love jiro bud nort as much as him :DD
loll.
he is cute xD
after that went to eat korean food :D
yays xD
loll.
after that went home x/
im sleepy !
rarhs !
bud who cares .
tml no sch.
can sleep until latelate :D

其實他做的壞事我們都懂　沒有什麼不同
眼光閃爍　曖昧流動　閉上眼當作聽說

其實別人的招數我們都懂　沒有什麼不同　
故作軟弱　撒嬌害羞　只是有一點彆扭　
傻瓜也許單純得多　愛得沒那麼做作　愛上了我不保留

傻瓜　我們都一樣　被愛情傷了又傷　
相信這個他不一樣　卻又再一次受傷　
傻瓜　我們都一樣　受了傷卻不投降　
相信付出會有代價　代價只是一句傻瓜

bubbletea&lollys are my sweet addiction :D
bud they aint th sweetest.

all were crap.
yoo said no one is yoor heart.
crap mans.
if she aint in yoor heart.
yoor pm wont be liddat.
yoo need nort to explaian..
bud whatever..
ii carnt say anth.
all ii could do ish just shut up.
&just wait for something which ii know will never come by.
if yoo tell me yoo dont lik me & tellme to give up.
ii would.
bud if yoo dont tell me straight in my face.
ii will continue to wait.

2007-08-17T18:56:00.000+08:00

rarhs !

its unfair
its unfair
its unfair
its unfair
its unfair
its unfair
its unfair
its unfair
its unfair

rarhs ! x(

gort up rather late.
didnt even feel lik going to sch.
x/

morning assembly ;
didnt saw ...
rarhs !
&why carnt it just rain x(
pe ;
had chi test instead.
arghhhs x(
ii wanto have pe cans.
rather than chi test.
sci ;
went through homework.
&ii copied at th notes xD
chi ;
didnt bother to bring textbook :x
did nth much.
chatted.
recess ;
its lik sooo freak cold cans x/
brrr. x/
mayb ii did saw.
mayb ii didnt. x/
rarhs !
eng ;
cheryl & deborah did their speech of th day.
x/
geog ;
nth much.
maths ;
yawns.
did 10mins of silence.
wths.
lame cans :x

after sch went to find celeste dear.
went to find shawn gor.
&saw that dumb tatoo.
loll.
bud quite funny cans.
16years old ler still put that tatoo -.-
:x
loll.
thn went to northpoint.
ate long john :D
orded th new fish set & th chicken set xD
&shared XD
th fish is soo nicee xD
rarhs !
makes me hungry nows x(
thn went to northpoint walkwalk.
saw shihao gor & yong han.
loll.

&shi hao !
ii want th bubbletea :x
hehe :x
loll.
:D

after that went to mini toons.
bought lolly :D
haha.
yum ? :D
after that went to mac.
slacked & crapped.
&ii did my homework toos cans :D
loll.
after that went to th mrt there top up card.
&rarhs !
stepped on someone's feet.
unknowingly cans.
didnt even noe lurs.
until celeste said :x
loll.
bud th person also at fault cans.
walkwalk never open eye.
&somemore he told me he close eye walk -.-
loll.
thn went to bus interchange.
bus freak long cans x/
rarhs !
thn practiced piano XD
loll.
nth much ler bars ?

&celeste !
iiloveyoo mans XD
thankyoos for making me crazy&hyper.
loll.

&shawn !
ii want lolly too :x
haha :x
loll.
rarhs !
dumb gor !
pian xin !

im just waiting for lik eternity.
ii told it was impossibl love.
haiish.
ii will be waiting..
no matter what.

2007-08-16T20:37:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

jiahui ;
applepie !
okayokays.
&anyways good lucks for th results

celeste ;
yupyups.
definitely on cans x/
how could ii nort spend my fridays wit my dear ars ?
loveya x/
yoo thn dont emo go ... hors !

post ;

been lik 5days since ii last updated x/
skipped everything & ii will post bout today.

today morning wasnt feeling right x/
everything felt so wrong.
all ii could think was bout those words x/
it really did hurt //

did anyone cared ?

it hurt badly & deeply.
&all yoo can do ish just crap bout things that yoo dont even understand.
th situation is bad enough cans.
its lik no offence.
if yoo dont noe anth.
just shuddup cans.
no one will treat yoo dumb if yoo never say anth cans.
yoo are just making everything worst.
&it hurt even badly after those words mouren told me cans.

turned to th direction as usual x/
it had already become my bad habit.
rarhs !
&wths.
ii just carnt study.
everything in my head had nth to do wit dnt or lit.
all ii noe is im fedup wit those useless words yoo told me ystd.
went back to class.

lit test ;
dont have much time x/
wasnt that concentrated bars.
x/
sci ;
didnt bring textbook x/
copied lots of notes.
recess ;
why of all times yoo just appeared.
when th time ii dont wish to think bout anth.
&just concentrate on th test x/
dnt test ;
too much time bars x/
maths ;
didnt bring file.
yawns.
its boringgg.
assembly ;
became contact time.
however, mdm tan need to give o lvl eng oral.
had relief tcher to take us.
rarhs !

after sch slacked x/
nothing much.
saw mouren.
x/
it was just lik th first time wo kan dao ta shi de gan jue.
x/
haiish.

tellme straight in my face if yoo dont want me to continue waiting.
telling yoor friend or whoever wont work out.
all ii want is to hear from yoo.
if yoo really meant that way.
anort ii will be waiting in th silence.

ta xiao wo ben.
xiao wo wei she meh na me ai ta.
xiao wo wei she meh zhi dao da an.
hai mo mo de zai den dai x/

2007-08-11T16:57:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

noelle ;
senior !
thankyoos for linking ? :D

seow wen ;
loll.
yoo saw th box of ...
thn yoo say ii really ...
yoo forgotten ler mars ?
that time yoo came to my house.
thn my bed gort th box of ...
thn yoo say ii really ...
gort smth to do wit limegreen XD
:x

shawn ;
loll.
typo error cancan.
loll.
finefine.
my unique shawn gor.
lol.
yayayas. :x
th first mouren bastard :x
second mouren nicenice&best no matter whats :DD
teehee :D
loll.
obvious ii kan dao will happy rights ? :x
hehe :x
okayokays.
will cutcut down :x
loll.
yoo thn cheerups !
stop emo-ing cans.
ii no need care ones lurs.
me&yoo same.
only height ; weight ; parents ; home ; &blahblah diff only cans.
need to think bout yoo.
my gor lehs.
important cans !
loll.
carnt cheerups x(
fei zhu ish nice zhu ! :D
yoo thn cheeeeerup cans ? :D

sotong ;
mei !
thankyoos for tagging :D

celeste ;
dear !
thankyoos :D
&yoo dont emo too.
rmb what yoo promise me cans.
:D
iilovemydear toos :D

post ;

10aug07 ;

wake up at 9am.
despite th fact that ii slept at 2am.
after studying & talking on th fone wit yong han.
thought ii will be lik a pig & slp until 12pm.
bud uh uh.
wake up at 9am.
loll.
watch teevee.
thn cooked th ramen mum bought from isetan.
didnt have much appetite.
at only 1/4
throwed away th rest.
&bath ; changed.
went to meet seow wen nu`er at khatib mrt station.
&dumbass yong han &lao ah gong shihao gor was late cans. :x
rarhs !
somemore around 50mins late. :x
me&seow wen went in to th gym first.
saw victor gor & sec3c der senior.
thn victor talked to me.
thn he went back.
thn me&seow wen jogjog & blahblahs.
&thn yong han & shi hao came.
&less than 10mins.
me&seow wen had to leave.
as seow wen promised her mum to go out only for arnd 1hours.
thn asked shi hao &yong han if they want to go too.
bud they were lik huh ?! came in less than 10mins gonna leave.
loll.
thn me&seow wen went to th bus stop.
waited for bus thn went home.
thn shi hao msgged me ask me if ii went home.
thn ii said ya bud ii dont wanto go home.
loll.
thn he told me to go back look for them.
thn took th bus back down to khatib.
thn looked for them.
thn they bought bubbletea.
after that went back to yishun stadium agains -.-
runrun & jogjog :D
walked back to khatib as they wanted to eat dinner.
didnt ate anth.
x/
after that they peii me wait for th bus
thn went home.
gort scolded. x/
blahblahs.
&wths.
my fone gort confiscated.
gotta use back prepaid.
freak mans.
x/
&iilovelimegreen :DD

11aug07 ;

aint in a very good mood.
rarhs !
hugged taztaz th whole night thinking. x(
&taztaz head is kinda wet x(

就是开不了口
让他知道
就是那么简单
几句我办不到。
you said let's see future.
yoo didnt want to hurt me.
&two weeks later yoo said
im wasting my own time on yoo.
&wths.
aint yoo hurting me still ?
ii seriously dont dare to ask yoo.
what th hell are yoo thinking.
thinking that after ii asked.
our friendship will just turn sour.
x/
even if being a substitude.
ii dont mind..
all ii hope ish yoo to be happy.
&i'll be contented.

my happy ending - avril lavgine ;

So much for my happy ending
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
All the stuff that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

he was everything that ii wanted.

2007-08-09T20:53:00.000+08:00

post ;

im just pathetic cans x/
haiish.
&fabian !
cheerups :D
只能说我不会爱。

2007-08-08T22:43:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

zimin ;
thankyoos :D
&ii nort pretty cans.
yoo are th pretty one cans.
:D

zion ;
thankyoos :D
&never minds der lurs :D

yanchiew ;
thankyoos :D

sandra ;
didnt yoo nort no yoo my meii ?

caiqi ;
thankyoos :D

pauline ;
never minds der lurs :D
thankyoos anws :D

post ;

it aint sweet.
its just anth bud sweet & happy x(

tues ;
carnt wake up :x
gort caught by mrs sim.
even though ii did tucked in.
wths. x/
its so retard cans x/

dnt ;
nth much.
yays xD
he didnt say bout my attire xD
&yays xD
teehee :DD
loll.
sci ;
nth much.
chi ;
had ting xie.
yawns x/
geog ;
nth much.
eng ;
did my speech of th day.
screwed it up.
wths.

after sch celeste dear & me waited for
norvin ; fabian ; yong han.
thn they sooo long cans :x
lik lao ah gongs liddat :x
loll.
thn went chongpang there do their band stuff.
thn went home around 1700plus.

it was lik th memories are coming back. xD
&ii just dont noe why ii just carnt give up on yoo x/
tellme why.
tellme how.

wed ;
had national day celebration.
reached sch went to music room.
&sooo cold x/
loll.
thn after that went to th hall.
&blahblahblahs.
thn after finish went to music rm slack.
&thankyoos sheila :D
th bookbook is cute cans :D
thn went to meet seow wen.
she went to my house to changed.
&she borrowed my shirt.
thn we slack & chatted x/
&after she say ii really ____ ____ ___.
dont noe why my mood changed after that x(
thn went to meet
norvin ; yong han ; shi hao ; &another girl dont noe her name :x
thn all very long thn come cans :x
thn saw shafiq.
&thankyoos for th necklace :D
thn saw jesny zeh :D
thn chatted :D
after that went to buy th ticket.
&its th first row cans x/
th head must look up x/
loll.
watched secret :D
jay look super cute&shuai cans XD
teehee :DD
after that went home.
x(
kept on listening to heartbreak lullaby & because i'm a girl. x(

dont noe why think soo much x(
haiish.
tellme why.
just why carnt ii smile.
why do ii just keep crying.
why.

2007-08-06T21:47:00.000+08:00

&thankyoos :Dtiramisu cakecake :D

cut cut cake :D

me&seow wen nu`er. :D

2007-08-06T21:06:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

shihao ;
thankyoos :D
will work hard der lurs :D
&thankyoos for th eeyore :D
love it :D
&thankyoos for den bus toos :D

edwin ;
SHIFU !
ah bish me for ? :D
hahhas.

cheryl ;
thankyoos :D

jiahui ;
cutiepie !
thankyoos soso much :D
esp th tasmanian devil :D
no yoo = no tas ler :D
hehe :D
&love today sooo much cans :D
hehe :D

post ;

whees xD
&iilovelimegreen soso much :DD
teehee :DD
love todays :D
&im 14 :DD
&this is my 100th post toos :D

slept at 1plus.
thankyoos for those who msg after midnight :D
lik shafiq ; yuan zi daddy :D ; victor ; yih chyuan ; norvin :D & yong han :DD

woke up quite early bars :x
loll.
0638am :x
quite early :x
loll.
clarice father's car was infront.
walked wit her.
thn saw anna sweety :D
&she passed th doggie :D
&thankyoos love it :D
hehe :D
thn went to parade sq.
thn norvin called me.
went to get baby taz :D
hehe :D
&thankyoos yong han for buying it ystd night :DD
teehee :DD
thn went back to class ;

sci ;
went through test paper.
CME ;
wrote caring card :D
recess ;
nth much.
&lined up.
thn teehee :DD
lit ;
had test.
chi ;
had test agains x/
eng ;
slacked :x

after sch gort th reading class or whatsoever :x
thn stayed back until 1540pm liddat.
thn went to khatib.
wit seow wen nu`er ; jiahui cutiepie ; deborah.
bought cake & chips &amp; f&n & serveits :D
&its all gotta do wit limegreen :D
hehe :D
thn walked to yishun park :D
after that ate chips.
&th boys are sooo late cans ! :x
hehe :D
thankyoos anws :D
&shawn ; fabian ; shihao ; gors :D ; yong han :DD
thn blew candles make 3wishes :DD
teehee :DD
yays xD
hope all do come true bars :DD
thn jiahui & deborah started cake playing.
use cake cream make on face :D
thn chased after th boys to make them.
run lik 2.4 liddat.
loll.
run here & there.
&fabian use one slice or smth liddat &smack it on my face. x/
arghhs. x/
my ear zhong lurs :X
eeks :x
&ii stink of tiramisu wit my handfone until now :x
&hahas :x
&ben lai can make yong han face der lors. xD
bud aiyas
his reaction to fast ler bars :x
loll.
thn only make until finger only.
arghhhs.
loll.
thn went home after packing.
thn yong han & shi hao gor prank call liddat.
loll.
thn seow wen ; deborah ; jiahui ps. :x
go take mrt.
left me x/
&they shouted happy burfdae times 3 :x
&its lik sooo loud cans :X
paisehs x/
loll.
thankyoos anws :D
hahhas.
thn yong han & shi hao pei me wait for bus :D
thankyoos :D

yoo didnt saw that part coming.
neither did ii.

went home open prezzie :D

&thankyoos :D

tasmanian devil :D ;
jia hui ;
joan
deborah ;
wei bin ;
sherica ;
xue qi ;
rachel ;
elizabeth ;
gladys mummy ;
jesny zeh ;
inez laogong ;
shawn ;
norvin ;
elyn ;
zimin.
&yong han for buying :DD

ferrero rocher :DD
yong han :DD

nike water bottle & small eeyore :D
seow wen nu`er. :D

big eeyore :D
shihao gor :D

doggie :D
anna.

chocolate :D
sandra zeh :D

creative V plus :D
parents :D

&eveyone who wished me happy burfdae :D

&thankyoos for celebrating wit me :DD
wont forget it :DD

2007-08-05T20:44:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

xueqi ;
hahhas loll.
funny ehs both yoo & rachel zeh.
hahhas.
lovemei toos :D

rachel ;
zeh violent lehs :x
hahhas D

cq ;
thankyoos for tagging :D

wwen ;
-.-
yays xD
&thankyoos. :D

post ;

yay-ness.
&iilovelimegreen :DD
teehee :D

wake up rather late bars.
had ramen for lunch :D
after that did homework.
wanted to study.
bud aint in th mood to :x
thn slack :x
talked on th fone :D
after that went to suntec.

celeste & victor !
sorrys wors x/
never go x/

bought th mp3. XD
creative V plus.
okay ii noe it aint th latest.
bud its small xD
&cute to me cans :x
ii soo much & badly want th limegreen&white ones.
bud only have 2GB only.
thn 4GB only have blue&black.
&it looks much better than th pic cans :x
after that went home XD

around 3morehours :DD
teehee :DD

2007-08-04T22:20:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

shawn ;
should be bian tai cans !
what bai tai -.-
loll.
no one use lolly hit my head except yoo lors !
loll.
finefine.
clean&pure gor.
loll.
&th first mouren is diff from th second mouren cans.
:D
hehe :D
of course happy lurs :D
loll.
ii that time zhen ge gong diao cans. :D
bud hehe :D
mei xiang dao will kan dao :D
hehe :D
loll.
finefine.
ii dont jealous.
loll.
okays.
im cutting down alreadys cans.
okayokays.
im veryvery sure nth will happen to yoo th dumbdumb cans.
hahhas.
really carnt cheerups whats.
lik yoo cans liddat.
x(
say me never think bout yoorself lehs.
x(
yoo this da fei zhu !
cheerups. xD
anort mei pei yoo emo !
loll.
ii noe im being lame.
loll.

noelle ;
hahahs.
thankyoos for tagging senior ! :D

wwen ;
im a nobody to him.
just someone lik a passer-by.
x(
haiish.
&that sentence ish still in my freaking mind.
wths.
ii just want to shout out ;
why !
ii really want to noe th truth.
everything.
bud ii noe that its just gonna hurt me even more. x(
&obvious lurs.
first time see him think he shuai :x
loll.
sorrys x/
made yoo no money x/
ish just childish arguements.
nort scolding .
loll.
ii noe.
bud really very gan dong lurs.
arghhhs. x(
whywhywhy.
keep thinking of mouren instead of shawn words.
rarhs. !

post ;

my feet freaking hurts !
rarhs !

just came back.
went out wit parents since lik from 11plus am till 9plus reach hm.
ate dian xin for lunch :D
thn went for piano lesson.
&ii was later for 15mins.
loll.
thn mummy bought green apple milk tea wit green apple jelly.
&she say nort nice.
pls lurs.
its nicee cans. xD
thn went to toa payoh there meet my fifth aunt.
chatchat.
thn went to orchad wit parents.
shopshop.

thn went to sanur to eat xD
very long never go there eat ler xD
&yays xD tml buy mp3.
hehe :D

haiish.
was talking to my diidiix just now.
told him ...
ii cried.
ii thought ii wont cry anymore.
why did th tears just keep on falling.
why.

photos ;

bubbleteas xD ; milo dino & green apple red tea wit green apple jelly. :D

LOVE :D ;

spoon :D

avocado :D

2007-08-04T09:49:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

joan ;
honey :D
hahhas.
loveyoo mans :D

celeste ;
ai ni too lurs. :D
&rmb what yoo promise me hors !
:D
no more no more :D

xueqi ;
mei !
ya lurs ya lurs.
gort miss lurs :D
hahhas.

huishi ;
jie !
hahahs.
loveyoo :D

post ;

blahblahs
didnt have time to post ystd.
x/

friday ;

pe ;
yays xD
quite lik bars :x
loll.
bud its DIRTY cans.
stupid field.
muddy & wet .
eeks.
sci ;
went through sound chapter.
gort back sci paper.
yays xD
ii passed :D
hehe. :x
loll.
thought ii will fail.
studied for 1hour that time.
nth gort into my head. x/
bud who noes ?
ii passed. :D
hehe :x
loll.
chi ;
quite nice bars.
talking bout yoor precious things :D
&funny too :D
recess ;
wths.
didnt noe must hand up th lit homework.
&wths.
ii havent even touch.
rarhs !
thn went to lib do .
bud havent do finish.
x/
thn walk back to class.
yays xD
teehee :DD
eng ;
did speech of th day.
sherica danced.
thn followed by a presentation from jie han.
geog ;
nth much.
thinking bout other stuff.
starring blankly at th white board. x/
maths ;
did filing & worksheet.

after sch.
went to khatib wit jiahui & deboarah & jesny.
bought bubbletea.
&th aunty heard wrongly !
rarhs !
&it came out nort nice agains x/
bud never minds still have green apple jelly :D
thn went back to sch for rehersal.
&thn was super duper high until today morning.
loll.
&doreen jiayoos :D
&gladys mummy jiayoos. :D
&inez laogong jiayoos :D
okayokays.
guess nth much ler bars.
blogging later agains :D

&sweet as honey :DD
&iilovelimegreen :DD
teehee :DD

2007-08-02T21:00:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

edwin ;
shifu !
hahhas.
havent start learn how to jiayoo ner ? :D

shafiq ;
hahhas.
funny ehs yoo.
cheerups kays ? :D
look on th bright side :D

post ;

rarhs !

geog ;
did 3new chapters.
ms lim did it in 2periods.
didnt understand much bars :x
wasnt listen x/
sci ;
went to lab. :D
did experiment :D
nicenice :D
funfun toos :D
hahhas.
mood muchmuch better :D
thn went back class.
day-dream agains x/
lit ;
boring cans.
&ii gort a C++ for a work.
-.-
never ever heard of a C++ lurs.
loll.
&stupid ones lors.
want us copy notes lik dont noe whats.
cant catch up.
instead did homework :D
maths ;
ms khaw went through dont noe what thing.
stared blanky at th whiteboard x/
assembly ;
instead of going to th hall.
today have maths competition or smth lidat lurs.

after sch met jiahui cutiepie.
went to canteen.
at first wanted to have lunch in sch.
thn no sit lurs.
pathetic !
inside & outside both no tables.
wths.
thn decided to went to khatib.
rarhs !
thn changed clothes.
thn walkwalk.
bought bubbletea. :D
honey green apple jelly :D
thn went to eat.
thn walked to yishun stadium.
went to th gym.
thn home by 1700+ :D

yays xD
tml gort pe.
hehe (:

&ii want to shout it out to yoo.
bud its impossible. x/
rarhs !

&photos ;

shadows :D

handhand :D jiahui ; mine :D

twists :D

hehe :D

retarded reflection :D

all in a days work :D

2007-08-01T21:33:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

edwin ;
shifu !
dont noe.
bud will trytry :D
yoo are th dao ones !
hahhas.

shawn ;
yeayea.
gort diff gort diff.
loll.
yoo thn bian tai !
use lolly hit peopl head !
gorgor aint clean nor pure :x
dahuairen !
loll.
ii dont lik mouren ii prefer mouren :D
teehee.
ii saw mouren.
teehee.
:D
loll.
ii thn dont want jealous cans :x
loll.
ii bu li ni !
as if lurs. :x
loll.
thoughts that count cans. :x
wont waste tears for yoo :x
unless smth really happen x/
carnt cheer ups lurs x/
ii want watch bu neng shuo de mi mi !
loll.
fine !
ii emo wit gor :x
lovegor lurs :D

wwen ;
aiyas he really wont care der lurs !
for heaven sake lurs.
ii you bu shi ta de shui.
x/
uh narhs.
ii noe he shuai lurs :x
teehee :D
needyoo lurs. :x
mustmust !
norvin say okays lehs :D
loll.
scold shawn ?
ish joking only lurs.
loll.

post ;

still aint any better x(
stupid lizard in th bathroom. x(
nearly gotten me late.
wths.

lit ;
yawns.
copied whole chunk of notes.
loll.
chi ;
have th reading club thingy.
quite interesting bars. :D
recess ;
nth much.
went back to class.
thn ...
teehee :DD
moods gort better. xD
maths ;
did sums.
eng ;
did comprehension.
yawns.
ace ;
talk bout our attitude.
x(

after sch went to khatib wit sheila zeh.
went to buy bubbletea.
&bought for gladys mummy & jesny zeh.
&went back to sch.
had lunch wit gladys ; inez ; jesny ; sheila. :D
thn yays xD
loll.
thn went for choir.
thn went to mac.
thn went to eat mcflurry xD
thn hm.
thn on th way hm.
teehee. :DD

&limegreen :DD
teehee :DD

&ii promise.
&ii wont do this again.

2007-07-31T20:55:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

edwin ;
eh. cos ii dont noe what to write ?
hahhas. :D
daodao ones yoo. :x
dont dare talk to yoo :x
loll.
hahhas.
&yaya. :D
its humorous.
hahhas loll.

weibin ;
&thankyoos for tagging ? :D

shihao ;
loll.
&thankyoos for ystd :D

post ;

yankyanks.
ii hate it today.
rarhs !
in a foul mood.
x(

slept round 1am.
after hanging up wit shihao.
&thankyoos. :D
wake up lik 0640.
&ouch lurs.
eyes sored x(
gort up.
&left house late.
&eeks.
open my room door gort one stupid lizard.
either it died cos my bag squashed it
or my foot squashed it -.-
eeks !
loll.

dnt ;
fun lurs :D
mood gort better.
bend th plastic & did soldering or whatever it should be spelt.
loll.
didnt do hm work.
no one tell me to do -.-
loll.
&wth.
stupid bastard.
arghhhs.
no need keep on looking ones rights.
eye gort prob need go see doctor mars.
grrs.
sci ;
test. x(
totally flunked it.
tried studying for 1hour.
bud nth went in. x(
didnt noe how to do. x(
anyhow did it.
chinese ;
did zuo ye.
yawns.
boringgg.
chatted wit seow wen.
mayb what she said ish rights.
x(
rarhs !
&dont take things for granted.
x(
geog ;
went through test paper.
&chatchat :D
english ;
did oral revision.
nearly fall asleep cans.
&did dont noe what body language thingy.
&its fun !
loll.
okays ii noe it aint fun.
bud its interesting lurs.
&it make me nort sleep :D

after sch went to eat lunch wit
seow wen nu`er ; yan chiew ; cheuk tow & jia hou.
after that went up wit wei bin for oral.
yawns.
boringgs cans .
th classroom nth to do ones.
thn chatchat .
did homework.
&listen to music.
&thn wths.
im lik th last girl lurs.
wths.
rarhs !
after oral went to find jiahui cutiepie.
thn went to th canteen slack :x
thn went to see th sec1 run.
&stupid bastard. x(
after sch aint yoor business ler bars.
freaking rarhs !
thn went to 2d.
thn walked to khatib wit ;
jiahui ; rachel zeh ; elizabeth ; xueqi ; sherry.
thn took mrt home.
:D
green apple craze :D

teehee.
iilovelimegreen :DD
limegreenlove :DD
teehee :DD
ii wont regret even if its wasting my time. :DD

&how ii wish :DD
&wishes do they come true ?

2007-07-30T21:35:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

yh ;
loll.
zi high lurs yoo :x
loll.
yoo takecare kays ? :DD
&dao doesnt = to jian lurs :x
loll. :DD

shawn ;
loll.
yaya boy&girl gort diff.
loll.
ii zhu yoo zhu too.
hehe. :D
arghhhs.
stupid shawn.
say ii bian tai.
yoo even more bian tai lurs.
bleahs :b
yea lurs yea lurs.
ii xiao huai ren lurs.
loll.
myself lurs.
loll.
nort because of yoo lurs.
&nort that mouren.
ish before that mouren th mouren.
loll
dont act shy. :x
cannot jealous mehs :x
cut down whats ? :x
yays xD
now me never owe gor lolly ler.
gotta protect yoo lars.
gor sooo impt.
lol.
only have one shawn **** **** *****
loll.
fine lurs.
yoo say extinct mars.
extinct = die cans.
-.-
loll.
ya lurs ya lurs.
grr.
rarhs !
ii osho never say must now cry for yoo whats.
loll.
osho cry soo many times ler.
cry until ... haiish.
yoo better start studying too hors !
loll.
fine fine.
no more full name :x
loll.
cheerups kays ? :D
meimei support gorgor :D
lovegor :D

wwen ;
nice lurs.
yeayea.
agreeable.
okayokays.
will go gougou shou wit yoo.
bud shawn ars.
doubt he will gougou shou lurs. :x
loll.
okayokays.
wont ahems ler lurs. :D
dont want to lose yoo&shawn :D

edwin ;
hellooo :D
yoo th daodao ones :x
hahhas.

xueqi ;
ii noe who are yoo ars.
jiahui honey rights ?
:D

post ;

nth much bars.
&shawn !
cheerups cheerups cheerups :D
dont emo ler.
mei support gor :D
lovegor :D
yays xD
hehehe.
&how ii hope :DD
&iiloveyoo :DD
7moredays. :DD
&wish wish wish :DD

2007-07-29T18:08:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

elizabeth ;
linked :D
bu ke qi :D

sheila ;
okayokays.
hahhas.
&thankyoos wors :D
everytime ii nort happy callyoo.
thn yoo will listen to me :D

eddie ;
eh. thankyoos :D

wwen ;
okayokays.
try to cheerups. :D
shawn say if ii ahems.
he nort gonna li me. x(
he tooo impt to me as gor ler lurs.
everytime nort happy call him.
he yuan yi ting :D
&he is niceee.
&promise him never to ahems ler :D
warhs. :x
this type of nu` er osho have.
slap mama ones.
x(
hahhas loll.
&thankyooos :D

shafiq ;
cheerups kays ? :D
rmb th necklace will make yoo cheerups.
anywhere & anytime :D
&look on th bright side.
yoo still have loads of friends.
lik fabian ; norvin ; yong han they all rights ?
cheerups :D

post ;

nth much to post bars.
london bridge ish falling down ! :D
&im nort gonna leave.
loll.
childish-ness ii noe. :D
loll.
&ii hope this will make things better.
all ii want see yoo to be happy. :DD

photos ;

retardedness wit celeste dear :Dclass chalet during june holis ;

how ii wish&hope ;

every night really is lonely. ever since ...

2007-07-27T17:19:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

sandra ;
cheerups kays ?
dont think too much ler . :D

post ;

had fun today even tho ...

had pe ;
slacked :x
height&weight.
thn chatted all th way to bell ring.
&shawn look th same cans :x
even tho cut hair ler. :x
loll.
sci ;
nth much.
ms isma & ms teng join us in th lsn .
loll.
chi ;
watch movie.
loll.
quite long ago der movie bars.
eng ;
solve mystery.
loll.
geog ;
gort back test paper.
thn went through until half.
thn dont noe which person say what no need go through.
pls lurs.
yoo dont want listen doesnt mean others dont want too.
&spear a thought for others cans.
no offence.
&thn stopped going through.
loll.
maths ;
did graphs until sch ends.
sorrys celeste !
made yoo wait sooo long.

after sch went wit celeste dear. :D
cos wanted to buy charmaine belated burfdae prezzie.
bud in th end never.
bud since said wanted to go causeway point jiu go lors
thn go to th sch back gate there der bustop.
wanted to take bus to causeway point.
thn saw pearlyn aiai :D
thn took 969.
in th bus asked pearlyn where she going to eat.
thn she went wit us :D
yays xD
thn th bus took lik damn long lurs.
thn went to pastamania :D
longlong never go ler. :D
thn ordered spaghetti & baked rice & pizza :D
thn share & eat.
after eating went to buy bubbletea. :D
green apple craze :D
full daos :D
thn went walkwalk. :D
thn took 969 to northpoint.
&home :D
&dear thankyoos soo much. :D
love going out wit yoo.
&thankyoos for making me laugh :D

10moredays :D

ii just hope.
bud ii aint pinning much hope.
cos im just lieing to myself.

iiloveyoo.
thats what im sure of.

smacks ♥

yoo said happiness came after sadness.
now ?
it hurts alot if yoo didnt noe.
bud all yoo do.
is anth bout caring.
all ii want yoo to be happy.
&be smiling.
ii wouldnt wish to see yoo sad or unhappy.
it hurts more.

ii noe im foolish.
in beliving what it said.
hoping that it came true lik what it said.
beliving on smth which peopl may nort believe.
ii noe im naive.

2007-07-26T20:41:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

wwen ;
loll.
finefine.
anyways thankyoos :D

shawn ;
no lors.
yoo aint pathetic cans.
im more pathetic !
finefine.
very big diff.
yoo boy.
ii girl.
loll.
yoo thn stupid zhu lurs !
hahhas.
uh narhs.
ii lik spying shawn chin shun zhang -.-
pls lurs.
sounded sooo bian tai :x
loll.
yeayea.
cos ii gort a dahuairen gor.
thats why im a baddie mei.
loll.
my calculator gort write baddie -.-
loll.
fine.
yoo did call me kays ? :D
very nice lurs this gor :D
yeayea.
shy shy.
ii jealous jealous.
howhow ?
loll.
-.-
finefine.
cut down cut down.
bud sometimes really very uncontrolable.
lol.
yeayea.
someone dont owe me lolly lers.
bud ii owe someone lolly. :x
yeayea.
will protect this gor from extinction lurs (:
yoo die.
ii surely cry lik dont noe whats lors x/
lol.
yeayea.
will start studying kays ? :D
loll.
whole world know whole world know lors.
&ii promise yoo lurs kays ? :D
&cheerups :D
lovegor :D

celeste ;
yeayea.
my dear is good toos (:
ahhas.
:D
dears day out tml :D
yeapyeaps.
go buy charmaine burfdae prezzie (:
&yoo cheered me up too whats (:
loveyoo :D

shafiq ;
dont think too much lurs.
yoo still gort loads of friends (:
cheerups kays ? :D
&dont worry too much.
yoo wont say wrong thing or whats lurs (:

post ;

nth much bars.
slackslack all day :x
&happy burfdae to evangeline :D
&thankyoos eric for lending me flexibl curve.
&thankyoos junsheng toos :D
&thankyoos shawn for th lolly :D

ii hope it will happened.
bud now,
ii noe it wont.

why carnt ii just smile lik ii used to.
why carnt ii just be that girl ii used to be.
why carnt ii just let go & stop thinking.
why carnt ii.

2007-07-25T21:13:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

joan ;
hahhas kays ?
loveyoo lurs cans ?
love better thn lik & xi huan :D
hahhas.
nort les hors !
loll.

sotong ;
meii :D
relinked :D

mandy ;
okayokays.
loll :D

post ;

nth much to write bout today bars.
hated it lurs.
haiish.

nan dao lian peng you dou mei de zuo mars ?
x/

it did hurt ♥//
ii carnt smile.

2007-07-24T20:31:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

sheila ;
tml will treat yoo yoor
milo wit extra pearls kays ? :D
loll.
tml crapcrap.
&sing diao~
lolls.
:D

joan ;
ahhhas.
&what does jinnjajinja joahae means ?
loll.
dont understand :x
loll.
zhen de xi huan ni too wors :D

celeste ;
dear !
loveyoo too lurs :D
friday slack agains yeaps ?
nort gonna ps yoo agains lurs :D

shawn ;
yoo where gort more pathetic lors.
just a lil older than me.
3years only.
pls lors.
surely very lil diff lors. :x
stupid zhu !
loll.
even if never go see see
surely will go peek peek ones lors :x
lolls.
yoo dahuairen first lehs.
so if ii baddie mei.
ish learn from yoo ders.
no need deny ler lurs :x
yaya.
lik now yoo will go callme lors :x
stupid zhu !
go find ahems lurs.
shoo shoo.
dont want yoo ler lurs :x
hahhas.
lik yoor will face redred cos of paiseh-ness lors.
never see before lors.
loll.
&lik yoo will shy lors
loll.
yea lurs.
ii stop swearing kays ?
try lurs.
loll.
:x
ii want lolly ! :D
hahhas.
yea lurs.
yoo this "good" gor.
this world extinct ler lurs.
:x
hahhas.
ya lurs.
ii admit lurs.
yoo are th nicest gor can ler bars :D
loll.
must study hardhard.
loll.
wont sleep again lurs. :D
what thing everyone noe ler lurs ?
stupid zhu !
:b
hahas.

pauline ;
eh. thankyoos for ?
loveyoo toos lurs :D
&no need say sorrys lurs :D
hahahs.

post ;

monday ;
rainrainrain.
loll.
went to class for morning assembly.

sci ;
nothing much.
did all sci homework.
cme ;
watched movie :D
smth to do wit santa claus.
hohoho~
lolls.
lit ;
nth much lurs.
tcher there talk bout streming.
chi ;
chi letter writing test.
siians.
didnt bring dict. x/
good thing tcher help me lend dict.
&thankyoos to th dont noe who, who lended me th dict :D
tcher didnt say who.
&everyone there using dont noe whose dict. :x
loll.
eng ;
read newspaper.
thn do review.

after sch slack in sch wit jiahui cutiepie.
chatchat wit anna sweety & pearlyn aiai.
thn shawn ; fazli ; fabian ; norvin came chatchat toos.
after anna&pearlyn left lurs.
loll.
after that went to northpoint.
thn went to food court eat.
thn went upstairs walkwalk.
thn met kelly mei.
thn went to buy pauline zeh belated burfdae prezziie.
thn saw wanni sweety ; joanne mei ; mandy laopo.
thn go walkwalk.
thn went home wit wanni :D

tues ;
sicksick x/
arghhhs.
stupid fever ; flu ; cough ; sore throat.
arghhhs.
stayed home all days.
siians.
&thankyoos for th concern wors.
seow wen nu`er ; sheila zeh ; jiahui cutiepie :D
hahhas.
:D

haiish.
yoo surely have forgortten yoo said those words alreadys bars.
&ii miss those times.
that ish really my happiest times bars.
ii still hope yoo will rmb what yoo said
ii really hope that yoo will help me ...
bud ii noe.
thats impossibl bars.

2007-07-22T14:38:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

sheila ;
yeayea.
next wed will treat yoo back kays ?
:D
loll.
tellme to cheerups.
yoo osho hors !
monday still sadsad.
dont want treat yoo paopaoca ler lurs :x
hahahs. :D

zimin ;
bu ke qi ? :D
hahas.

shawn ;
yea.
anort what could ii do ?
loll.
&im more pathetic cans x/
yoo aint pathetic lors !
ee.
stupid zhu !
dont noe who last time ask me go see if possibl ars ?
which zhu ars ? :x
loll.
yea yea.
im a baddie meii.
cos my gorr is a dahuairen mars.
forgort ler ars ?
go my handfone der contacts there see lors.
loll.
must call me ders. :D
hahhas.
ii lazy call :x
yeayea.
lik real yoo will bu hao yi shi lurs.
yoo ask me shoo shoo whats.
sho must shoo yoo osho.
loll.
th eye gort prob can shun bian dao peopl lurs.
what no lollys.
yoo still owe me hors !
ahhas.
whats dao me nort bad idea.
wth.
this type of gor osho have.
loll.
yeayea.
"very pay attention" :x
loll.
once only lors. x/
after that gort bei peng you zhen lors.
x/
arghhhs.
loll.
all this learn from mr. dahuairen der lors.
who ish shawn chin shun zhang cans ? :D
hahhas :x

victor ;
thankyoos for ?
mei lovees gor too :D

shafiq ;
didnt went to sch ?
loll.
aint feeling well. x/

wwen ;
do whats to yoo ?

yanchiew ;
im sick !
loll.
arghhhs.
thankyoos for th concern ? :D
&bu ke qi :D

pauline ;
thankyoos zeh :D

madeline ;
thankyoos for tagging :D

post ;

im sick !
arghhhs.
cough ; flu ; sore throat.
arghhhhhhhhs x/
siians diao lors x/
wths.
bud still dont noe why sick ler still soo happy.
loll.
:D
nth much to post ler. :D

2007-07-20T19:38:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

cq ;
orh ookays :D
&thankyoos ? :D

wwen ;
eh do yoo mean th link ?
loll.
-.-
if its th link ish liddat ones. :x
loll.
nort ii specially go make ones :x

edwin ;
happy racial harmony day toos ?
hahhas :D
loll.

post ;

didnt went to sch.
nothing much to say bar x/

2007-07-19T23:46:00.000+08:00

shawn !
haiish.
tellme how .
arghhhhhs.
x/
loll.
im called pathetic x/
x(
loll.
yoo noe what yoo should read rights ?
:x
loll.
&iimissyoo :D

2007-07-19T22:47:00.000+08:00

xian zai zhong yu zhi dao
na ge da an shi she meh ler.
x/
haiish.
看着你看着她
我没有话说。
&ii noe it wont change.
from now onwards.
ii will be waiting.
x/
&from that sms.
im sure.
ii carnt let go.
it hurts.
wondered who.
thought of her.
haiish. x/

2007-07-19T22:03:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

sotong ;
paisehs.
ystd rush to complete blog tag replies
thn yea lurs.
rmb hors !
break promise.
*smack smack* yoo hors !
hahhas.
:D
takecares wors :D

shawn ;
yea lurs.
pe will go find yoo if possibl lurs.
loll.
lik since ii met yoo until now.
say want go netball court see yoo play soccer.
until now osho havent see :x
loll.
&lik soooo long ler cans :x
loll.
shen de ?
she me lai der ?
she der ars ?
loll.
ii dang ran she de lurs. :x
loll.
*knock knock* head.
let yoo smilesmile.
wake up osho nort bad idea bars :x
hahhas.
:x
yea lurs.
my most&nicest gor can ler bars ?
loll.
:D
yea lurs.
no one peii me chat.
surely bored lik dont noe whats.
loll.
so yoo must callme.
loll.
ahhas.
loll.
yoo shoo shoo osho lurs :x
ahhahs.
ee.
stupid shawn.
use this stupid lame excuse.
yoo dont go dao me hors !
loll.
last time dao me lik dont noe whats.
now much better lurs :D
yeayea.
my gor very "guai"
in class "never sleep" ones.
lik ii believe :x
wahaahahs :x
ya lurs ya lurs.
ii sleep cos really very sleepy mars.
:x
loll.
wit misses :D
hahhas.

joan ;
honey !
no need thanks der lurs.
:D
who ask yoo ish my honey ?
:D
hahhas.
honey wo ai ni :D

post ;

went to sch.
siians. x/

geog ;
test.
sci ;
go thru sci wb & tb.
lit ;
went thru th merchant of venice ii guess.
loll.
maths ;
went thru worksheets.
assembly ;
racial harmony celeb.

boring day cans. x/
after sch stay in sch for lunch
had terriyaki chicken.
didnt ate much.
x/
thn anna sweety went to ask me&jiahui cutiepie to
help out for th napfa thing.
from 2plus do until 5plus.
under th bigbig sun.
loll.
after that went home
watched ai xing mo fa shi agains xD

zi ji zai xiang she me.
wo zi ji ye bu dong.
fang xia ni ler mar.
xing li zao bu dao da an.
just confused.
wit yoo&yoo.

2007-07-18T22:31:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

shawn ;
that time is pe cans.
loll.
&ii want knock head.
dont want smack.
smack lik slap liddat.
sounds lik lurs.
thn yoo so niceee.
slap yoo lik very whats liddat.
later no one peii me chat.
ii just kiding only on th part
see yoo until sians lors.
&yoo eye confirm gort probs lors.
thn still dont want wear specs.
yoo so guai ?
in class never sleep ?
sure nort ?
loll.
&miss yoo :D
loll.

wwen ;
what gan dong ?
loll.
dont understand.
&iiloveyooos.

shafiq ;
yea.
he tag super duper long.
thn repl back thn repl back.
thn super duper long agains ?
loll.
eh. im okays lurs.
liddat lors.
x/
loll.
yeaps.
quite long never chat ler.
loll.

ziyi ;
relink yoo as soon as possible kays ?
see yoo soon too ii guese ?
loll.
&miss yoooos :D

post ;

aint feeling well today.
didnt go sch x/
slack at hm.
watched ai qing mo fa shi :D
nth to do.
siian daos x/
up to here bars.
nth to write lers. :D

2007-07-17T21:06:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

shawn ;
yayaya.
ii today gort smack yoo mehs ?
no rights .
loll. x/
ii didnt want to appear there lors.
ii was there first.
yoo there later than me.
so yoo shouldnt have walked there lors !
loll.
lik ii wish to see yoo :x
really never spy yoo cans.
who want to spy yoo.
pls lurs :x
loll.
see yoo everyday liaos.
see until sian diaos :x
who ask yoo so dao everytime.
loll.
qian li yan wit contacts can ler bars ?
loll.
-.-
yoor eyes osho gort prob cans.
that time walk past yoo.
dont noe how many donkey times.
eye gort prob !
loll.
stupid shawn !
loll.
th meaning nort almost th same cans.
diff !
loll.
x/
*smacksmack*
wake up. !
dont sadsad !
cheerups x/

post ;

had talk by vp.
didnt really noe what he ish talking.
as its toooo soft cans.
loll.
thn d&t ;
did filing of plastic.
&so on.
blahblahblahs.
thn suddenly wtf lurs. x/
haiish.
thn sci ;
mdm yeo teach blahblahblahs.
sians.
x/
thn chi ;
ting xie.
didnt learn x/
dont noe how to write some words lurs.
x/
thn geog ;
went through worksheet.
bud all ii could think is ...
x/
thn eng ;
did compre.
after sch went to find jiahui cutiepie.
jiahui !
no matter whats.
must smile kays ?
cheerups.
x/
thn went to khatib eat.
thn went back to sch.
elyn !
rmb what yoo promise me hors.
no more ler hors !
x/
thn went for napfa ;
gort th no. tag.
wths lurs.
why carnt it just be another no.
why gort it to be that no.
why everything today gotta link wit yoo.
wth is wrong wit everything.
ii thought after running everything will be fine.
yea.
it did felt much better.
bud everything aint fine.
yoo said everything will be fine soon.
fineee.
so this is yoor meaning of everything will be fine soon.
dao-ing me lurs.
whatever.
ii dont wish to care ler lars.
its just too tiring cans.
cos yoo wont care.
thats what im sure of.
th feelings gort numbed.

2007-07-16T21:57:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

jingwen ;
relinked :D

cq ;
&thankyoos for tagging :D

wen ;
where gort lors x/
yi ge xiang xia tian yi ge xiang qiu tian !
hahhas.
loll.

celeste ;
hahhas loll.
lovees my dear !
loll.
&thankyoos for peii-ing me wors :D
friday gort tuition norts ?
loll.

post ;

sunday ;
woke up arnd 9.30am.
went to eat lunch.
after that met
seow wen nu` er ; deborah ; sandra ; yan yeng & wei bin.
at yishun mrt station.
thn went to lil india & chinatown.
yawns. :x
loll.
after that went home.
walked home in th rain x/
haiish.
im just being forgortten.
at that point of time.
iim just lost.
it changed.
ii waited.
nothing happened.
haiish. x/

monday ;
wake up late x/
arghhhs.
puffy eyes. x/
arghhhs.
had sci ;
practical :D
yays xD
at least better than theory which is boringg cans x/
loll.
cme ;
spent most of th time settling th bazaar thingy.
recess ;
nothing much.
lit ;
completed sci homework instead of listening.
-.-
boringgg daos x/
chi ;
fell asleep lurs :x
haiish.
think too much ler bars. x/
eng ;
did reflections on th newspaper article.
thn end of sch.
wheeees xD
went to have lunch wit celeste.
thn went northpoint.
thn home x/
ii just carnt .
it hurts too badly inside.
all ii can say is nothing.
it was all craps.
nothing was true.
which hurt everything.
ii thought yoo will still repl me.
as a friend.
instead nothing.
just disappointed.
haiish.

2007-07-14T16:34:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

shawn ;
uh nar uh nars.
nicenice gor lurs yoo.
loll.
wont forget th chocos can ler bars .
loll.
&dont noe who bored or day-dreaming.
osho ask me call him anort he call me der.
who huhs ?
loll.
later become bianbian shawn.
ii only smack head lors.
*smack head*
dont tellme yoo shan diao hors.
very der -.- lehs.
loll.
&ii never go bian ren lors.
:x
loll.
yoo say yoo wont make me be abl to see yoo.
fri keep appearing during PE.
make me laugh lik dont noe what.
even tho dont noe why ii laugh.
bud surely gort to do wit yoo der lurs.
loll.
really never spy lors.
nort guilty lors !
loll.
&my class really can see der lors.
loll.
cos gort qian li yan .
loll.
yoor gay interpretion wrong lehs.
go check check dictionary.
nort th meaning on happy cans.
loll.
-.-
*smack smack smack*
rarhs ~
*act dino*
this is getting childish cans :x
loll.

edwin ;
thankyoos for tagging.

celeste ;
hahhas.
ii loveee yoo tooo :D
L-O-V-E !
loll.
takecare hors yoo.
dont lik ystd again hors.

sheila ;
ya lar ya lars.
owe yoo 1bubbletea kays ? :D
loll.
stupid sheila ! :x
wahaha.
yoo ystd say will call me after reading storybook.
in th end lehs.
dont noe go where.
never call. x/
loll.
&ii where gort ps yoo ?
loll.

post ;

friday;
the second day x/
haiish.
had PE ;
ran around sch 2rounds.
thn slack in th toilet after that.
thn sci ;
yawns.
went through electricity worksheet.
get all th working wrong x/
bud finally understand it ler :D
chi ;
boringboring.
forget to bring book.
borrowed from jian yi
&thankyoos !
:D
recess ;
nothing much.
eng ;
mdm tan didnt come.
write journal.
haiish.
those days x/
stupid ones lors.
why must write that topic.
whywhywhy.
carnt write other topic mehs. x/
make me think until dont noe where.
arghhhhs.
haiish. x/
geog ;
had revision.
maths ;
ms khaw didnt come.
had test.
sooo diff cans . x/
dont understand der lors :x
after sch went wit celeste dear.
had sushi for lunch
wit celeste ; pearlyn aiai ; kaining mei.
:D
im invisible. x/
haiish.
after that went to find fabian gor & norvin gor.
watch th audition for talentime.
after that saw seow wen nu`er.
thn went to northpoint wit
fabian ; celeste ; seow wen.
went to buy mcflurry :D
my best medicine to any unhappy-ness.
loll.
after that went to slack.
thn celeste&fabian went home.
thn ernest gor went to find me.
chatchat wit him.
thn seow wen went home.
thn ps him when th bus came :x
loll.
&thankyoos for pei me wait bus :D
thn went home. :D
waited for lik ages for dinner.
parents bought crab agains :D
yays xD
loll.
ate until around 10plus.
went to bed early.
round 11pm.

sat ;
gort this weirdess dream ii could ever had this year.
haiish.
&ii think of everyone else except *ahems*
x/
its lik ii never know that person at all.
x/
wake up round 8am.
thn watch telly.
&went to bed at 11am agains.
woke up at only 1pm liddat.
practice piano.
&bought curry puffs before going to piano lesson.
thn went to ah gong house for piano lesson.
thn home.
:D

&iimissyoo.
ii miss those times when yoo called in th middle of th night.
ii carnt forget it.
everything.
when im sad.
yoo cheered me up.
ii just carnt let go.
ii carnt try.
cos its too hard already.
ii wish that ii can just go back to th past.
at least its much more better than now.
haiish.

2007-07-12T20:47:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

celeste ;
me too. !
lovees yoo loads cans.
&forever der lors !
&thankyoos ?
for always being there for me.

shawn ;
ee !
yoo where gort nice lurs :x
yoo nice everyone in this whole wide world is nicee :x
yayaya.
avoiding me cos yoo dont want to be a flat shawn yea ? :x
loll.
stupid shawn !
qian bian !
flat flat shawn !
dont lalala ~
later out of tune .
thn hen nan ting ! :x
loll.
kidding lurs.
yayaya.
never see yoo xing li bu shu fu !
as if lurs :x
loll.
everyday confirm gort see yoo ones lors.
even if yoo dont see me.
loll.
-.-
ii never spy hors !
loll.
ee !
who want to miss a gay :x
loll.
:x
wahahaha :x
im lik soo bad lurs.
to write until liddat.
:x
loll.
&see !
yoor tag reply th longest der lors.
everytime osho liddat.
loll.

joan ;
honey !
iloveyoo !
:D

post ;

nothing much today.
x/
ii hate his sickening face !
why carnt he just kick th bucket :x
loll.
who he think he is.
dont want to get into troubl.
thn control this & that.
stupid der lors.
there act smart.
loll.
arghhhhs.
x/
stupid bastard !
wths.

真的很难很难。... 我不能

2007-07-11T21:27:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

shawn ;
jealous for FUN XD
loll.
finefinefine.
yayaya.
gort repl.
very good ler rights ?
LOL.
still say what mdm tan will catch.
in th end,
still put th handfone under th cap thn sms.
loll.
still never bian.
loll.
never see yoo der lors.
thn bian ler zhi hou.
thn become bianbianbian !
loll.
thn become flat shawn !
loll. -.-

shafiq ;
yea llors.
very long never chat ler.
eh. liddat lors.
aint any better.
x/
loll.

post ;

boringggg day x/
had lit ;
yawns.
want to sleep !
thn dao du hui ;
thn wasted almost 1hour to wait for th photo-taking.
loll.
thn th dao du hui ended 15mins later.
bud its interesting XD
loll.
maths ;
boringggg cans x/
loll.
dont understand much x/
eng ;
complete th explanation essay.
bored daos . x/
thn had ace ;
went to lecture theatre.
went for th talk on th choosing of sub.
thn extended 1period. x/
arghhhs. x/
loll.
had lunch wit jiahui cutiepie ; deborah.
ate sushi & ice jelly.
thn went to slack.
thn fabian & norvin & syahrizal walk to th table.
thn chatchat.
XD
went for choir.
loll.
thn haiish x/
after that went northpoint ate mcflurry.
walkwalk.
haiish.
thn went home. x/
haiish.

我会试着放手...
可是我能吗？
haiish.
its just nort a waste of my time.
&ii know nothing may come out of all this.
but ...
ii'll understand.

2007-07-10T20:52:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

sotong meii ;
hahhas.
ish shawn wanted me to go find for him.
thn ii somewhat noe a place which may have this mars.
thn go there
thn really have.
yea.
anort wont have this dang ou ler lars :x
so must thank is thank shawn th most bars (:
loll.
&loveees yoo toos :D

shawn ;
yeayea.
jealous lik dont noe what can ler bars :x
loll.
crapping lurs.
loll.
stupid shawn !
qian bian !
qian bian !
qian bian !
loll.
eh tag repl long is a good thing or a bad thing ars ?
lol.
yoo still owe me a knock lors ! :D
loll.

post ;

yawns.
woke up around 0700am.
rush out of th house.
wths lors.
dont noe whats wrong wit my fone.
alarm clock didnt ring.
arghhhs.
managed to reach sch on time :D
loll.
had dnt.
yawns.
its soooo boring x/
arghhhs.
its lik sooo pathetic.
arghhhs.
skip that part of pathetic incidents.
loll.
listen listen ;
draw draw ;
bell ring.
had sci ;
complete th sci homework.
thn recess !
loll.
went to th toilet .
&sandra took lik a decade to be done.
loll.
wait lik dont noe how long lurs.
after that went to eat.
thn chi ;
quite nice lurs.
gotta listen to songs :D

first ;
爱的真谛

second ;
dont noe what song. loll

third ;
爱爱爱 - 方大同

fourth ;
中国话－ S.H.E

fifth ;
王子－张栋梁

sixth ;
将军－吴克群

loll.
aint that boring after all :x
:D
thn geog.
arghhhhs x/
found my workbook outside th cupboard only.
wths.
searched my house upside down.
thn found out its in sch just outside th cupboard.
arghhhs. x/
thn eng.
yawns.
didnt noe what mdm tan was talking.
only noe smth to do wit explanation.
loll.
after sch went to khatib eat.
thn bought bubble tea as usual.
thn walk back sch.
cos gort napfa.
did finish my dnt homework :D
YAYs xD
loll.
went for napfa.
thn went to northpoint.
walkwalk.
thn went home :D

2007-07-09T20:34:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

shawn ;
okayokays.
will smile der lurs.
wont look that glum ler lars (:
&didnt yoo noe yoor name is on my blog mehs.
loll.
as if yoo gort pay attention lors.
there msg dont noe who.
thn still say carnt msg cos of mdm tan.
thn still msg.
wth.
good lors yoo.

sheila ;
yoo ars.
yoo dare pull.
pull yoors too. :x

fabian ;
loll.
noe yoo long long never tag jiu hao . :x
stupid fabian !

shafiq ;
huhs ?
what shawn ?
loll.

xm ;
thankyoos for tagging ?
XD

jing ler ;
hahhas.
yoo didnt noe ii from chongfu ?
loll.
thought yoo last time asked ler ?
lol.
:D

post ;

saturday 070707 ;
went for th anni thing.
yawns.
boring daos .
loll.
there msging -.-
th stupid shawn.
say carnt msg thn still go msg other .
-.-
loll.
reached sch arnd 1930.
loll.
hungry daos.
thn went to orchad there eat.
sakae sushi :D
didnt eat breakfast & lunch.
only ate fries&bubble tea.
in th end,
gastric x/
arghhhhs.

sunday 080707 ;
wake up arnd 0900plus.
had piano at 1230.
hungry daos x/
thn went to bedok there.
go talk to my biao ge.
&blah blah blah.
boring day. x/
had chilli crab for dinner xD
YAYs xD
loll.

monday 090707 ;
yawns.
carnt wake up .
arghhhhs.
stupid der lors.
one eye swollen th other pain.
wths.
thn in th end gotta take out contacts.
thn whole day lik carnt see most of th thing.
arghhhhs.
x/
its boring th whole day.
arghhhhs.

2007-07-07T04:18:00.000+08:00

haiish.
finished watching 换换爱 whywhy love ep . 4
haiish. x/
aint feeling tired.
iihateeverything.
itdoesntgetbetter.
itgotworst. x/
haiish.
after bloging finish go readread on th lit test.
thn try to go orhorh bars. x/
meeting sheila zeh at 11am.
which ish lik 6 1/2 hrs later ii guess. x/
have to go to cchm for th sch anni thingy.
yawns.
it seems boring.
&do think is boring x/
loll.
x/

&gotta thankyoos ;
sheila ; fabian ; shawn ; jiahui & shafiq :D

2007-07-07T01:45:00.001+08:00

tag replies ;

celeste ;
yoo never sad but xing tong yeayea ?
nort shocked lurs.
yoo hear th **** yoo laugh lik crazy lers. :x
loll.

sheila ;
where gort say before this zeh no good ?
:x

shafiq ;
eh. cos very messy .
shawn didnt get it right.
loll.

shawn ;
loll.
*CROSS* wrong lors.
ish really very messy lors.
used to replied by tag board last time.
which is lik dont noe how many centuries ago.
loll.
><
later see yoo surely beat hardhard ones.
x/
haiish.

post ;

ii carnt sleep.
wtf is wrong wit me.
why carnt ii just shut those eyes of mine.
&stop thinking.
&just go to dreamland or lalaland or whatever yoo call that.
&just sleep lik forever.
&anyways who cares.
doubt anyone would care.
haiish.
ii dont wish to care anymore.

2007-07-06T17:45:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

shawn ;
where gort happy :x
osho never hit hard hard :x
loll.

mandy ;
no more daodao !
loll.
(:

celeste ;
yeayea.
yoo heard L-O-V-E by JJ lin kays ?
:D
loll.
hahhas.
okayokays.
try to nort be sad.
loll.
yoo too cheer ups too kays ?
dont see ahems der blog thn sadsad toos kays ?
:D
love' ya loadds :D

post ;

yawns .
eyes are lik pain this morning lurs.
ouch . x/
loll.
carnt sleep haiish.
didnt noe what to repl.
put my fone inside my bag.
incase ii forgotten to bring it.
x/
yays. :DD
loll.
everything is finee.
wit a misunderstanding.
ii admit im lik sooo over-reacting lurs.
loll.
lik a three year old kid.
who mum promised her to buy her ice-cream.
bud didnt bought it.
&in th end
that kid cried lik crazy & thn was mad at her mum for a whole day.
loll.
crazy ii noe.
loll.
sorrys lurs.
dui bu qi !
&no more next time ler lars :DD
had p.e. ;
ran 4 1/4 round around sch.
which is lik 2.4 km lurs.
th timing was lik arghhhs.
so slow. x/
16.18mins.
loll.
thn slack until bell ring.
&yays. :DD
loll.
had sci ;
mdm yeo taught smth bout resistance ii think.
lol.
didnt pay attention to whatever she was talking . x/
loll.
had chi ;
th tcher was lik funny lurs.
ask those ques lik soo funny.
carnt rmb all lurs.
rmb-ed ;
你最怕是什么？
什么叫爱？
only.
loll.
th whole class was lik laughing lurs.
loll.
recess ;
&yays :DD
loll.
had eng ;
yawns.
boring lors.
x/
went through th compre.
yawns.
copy copy copy.
had geog ;
ms lim never come.
x/
thn gotta finish copy-ing th eng compre thing.
loll.
had maths ;
yawns.
boring x/
loll.
can fall asleep der lors.
bud in th end ;
did my homework & all.
:D
loll.

2007-07-05T21:32:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

shafiq ;
okayokays.
try to cheer ups. x/

shawn ;
gort knock yoor head lors.
before yoo bought yoor lunch ystd.
loll.

jeslyn ;
yoo thn dumbdumb lars. :x
loll.
linked ler lars .
loll.
miss-es yoo.

post ;

haiish x/
was day-dreaming nearly th whole day.
didnt copy some of th notes tcher gave.
haiish.

had geog ;
nearly fall asleep.
wit those untidy&ugly hand-writen notes in th notebook.
arghhs x/
sci ;
practical .
better than theory.
x/
recess ;
lit ;
test was postpone :/
its lik yays.
loll.
didnt studied.
:x
maths ;
yawns :x
didnt understand anth.
bud gort it right in th end.
loll.
assembly ;
monitor investigation or whatever it is.
yawns :x

after sch went wit jiahui cutiepie ; shawn gor.
to fareast.
loll.
went to buy elyn's burfdae prezzie.
its lik so damn cute lurs.
loll.
rushed there & back loll.
after that went wit jiahui to amk hub.
shawn went home.
ate afew snacks.
thn walkwalk.
thn home. x/

dui bu qi.
sorrys .
bu yao zai shen qi ler lars x/
haiish .
x/
sorrys for adding on to your troubles. x/
zhi xiang kan dao ni de wei xiao. x/
haiish.

2007-07-04T18:50:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

shawn ;
today knock yoor head ler. x/
loll.
&thankyoos for th concern x/

crystal ;
linked x/
see ya in sch toos.

zimin ;
funny&gong leh yoo.
loll.
takecares wors.

sheila ;
thankyoos lurs.
for just now.
x/
beside me & consoling. x/

weewee ;
eh ii quited vball ler lars.
yoo osho must jiayoo in yoor studies wor. x/

post ;

haiish.
x/
boringgg&sleepyy day.
loll.
mdm tan didnt came to sch.
free 3period.
boredd daos. x/
lol.
yoo liar. !
a lie is a lie.
who cares if its a white lie ; beautiful lie or whatever.
it is still a lie lurs.
to think ii still believe.
im just a fool lurs.
ii dont care if yoo think im a crybaby or what so ever.
to think ii wasted 1hour that day.
really carnt stand it ler lars just now x/
&thankyoos sheila zeh for being there just now. x/
loll.
was slacking in th music room during choir.
there meow meow meow !
loll.
after choir went to northpoint
bought norvin's burfdae prezzie ler.
&thankyoos jiahui cutiepie ; deborah for passing it to yong han.
x/
haiish.

2007-07-03T19:12:00.000+08:00

ii just carnt stop thinking lurs.
ii was lik wtf lurs.
why such a thing gotta happen.
when she told me.
ii tried to pretend that it has nth to do wit me.
but ii carnt.
ii was just hoping that what she said just aint true.
cos she said that was what she thought.
but it lik damn obvious it ish true.
during th lessons,
ii was there thinking over and over again.
it was hurting alort.
ii thought ii could pretend.
as if nth has happen.
ii thought ii could pretend as if yoo didnt noe this.
ii thought ii could.
bud ii was totally wrong.
ii carnt.
yoo said nth will change.
bud it did change.
th smiles faded.

没有期盼就不会失望。

2007-07-03T16:34:00.000+08:00

post ;

carnt wake up this morning. x(
ii want to sleeeep x/
loll.
carnt sleep x/
had dnt for first three periods.
x/
drawed isometric figures.
& ii was already falling asleeep.
almost lik 3free periods. x/
sandra was late.
when she came to class.
chatted wit her in th dnt room.
haiish.
when ii heard what she say.
haiish.
it spoilt my entire day mood. x/
haiish.
went back to class for sci.
nothing much.
was boringg today x(
changed chi tcher for 10weeks.
x/
after sch went to finish homework.
thn went home.
x/
haiish.

just stay away from me.
all ii just want is to ...

2007-07-02T19:09:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

shawn ;
cheeriies kays ?
tml if ii see yoo sad sad.
ii go knock yoor head. :x
loll.

sheila ;
loll.
maybe ii think too much ler bars. x/
yoo osho cheer ups lars :D

number 7 ;
loll.
thankyoos lurs.
for letting me cry&say out everything
to yoo on th fone everytime :D

sotong mei ;
orh ookays.
noe who der lur.
that time in sch ask yoo that thing.
yoo gort shock dao ars ?

yh ;
orh. loll.

jiahui ;
paisehs lurs.
ii see yoor tag almost nearly want to scold yoo ler lors.
yoo good lors yoo.
go post smth liddat x/
loll.

victor ;
yoo osho stay happy wors :D

post ;

wake up at 0900plus.
x/
used com.
chatchat x/
after that bath & changed.
went to northpoint meet ;
sheila & desmond & jun sheng :D
after that went to buy bubble tea. :D
thn went to take th mrt to amk hub.
thn went to walkwalk.
thn went to kbox.
jun sheng didnt went x/
left me & sheila & desmond.
thn left kbox at arnd 1800plus.
walked all th way hm.
arghhhhs.
x/
leg pain daos x/
nth much to write ler lars
still havent finish homework x/

2007-07-01T12:39:00.000+08:00

ii hate everything.
whats wrong wit this stupid fucking world.
everything is wrong.
this is wrong.
that is wrong.
nothing is also wrong.
wth.
ii noe everything is my fault okays.
everything im th one to blame.

2007-06-30T11:10:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

shafiq ;
yoo osho must cheer ups yeaps ? :D

sandra ;
loll.
thought ii link-ed yoo
lik dont noe how many donkey months ago ? :D

shawn ;
gor !
okayokays. :D
will cheer ups der lurs :D
yoor that thing xiang qin chu ler mars ? :x

ziyi ;
mei !
never leave yoor url.
how to link ?
loll.
:D

post ;

friday 290607

had pe ;
ran around th sch.
arghhs.
so long never run liaos -.-
thn after that slack-ed :x
loll.
it was boringgg th whole day.
except th night bars.
after sch ;
had lunch wit
pearlyn aiai ; celeste dear ; kar shun :D
miss-ed talking to her :D
after that went to slack in sch wit
celeste dear ; fabian gor ; shawn gor ; norvin gor ; shafiq ; yong han they all.
after that was around 1600
went to th bustop peii they all wait for th bus.
after that norvin gor & joan honey. :D
pei me wait for sheila zeh :D
thn went to sch.
thn slack.
&thn wait for th bus.
thn go s'por indoor stadium;
go watch th SYF opening ceremony.
nice :D
&thankyoos inez for th chips&drinks :D
reached sch at around 2200.
&thankyoos jiahui cutiepie & deborah :D
for peii-ing me wait for my parents :D
after that went hm :D

2007-06-28T18:12:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

sheila ;
haiish.
yoo osho cheerup lurs.
ii no need care ones lurs.

shawn ;
try bars.
sorrys just now lik very der ... when talking to yoo.
haiish.
sorrys.

yh ;
sorrys. x//
just now aint in a good mood.
thn talk to yoo lik so ... liddat.
sorrys.

post;

nth much to post.

为什么爱上你的人是我
为什么一厢情愿的人会难过
为什么对你舍不得的人是我

ni neng wang de liao ta ma ? x//
很想问的问题都说不出。
就是开不了口。
你对他说那一句话，
他对我说了。

complete lost of ...

2007-06-27T19:38:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

jiahui ;
loll.
x/
haiish.
its pointless love.

ziyi ;
mei.
longlong never talk ler wors.
&thankyoos.
miss-es yoo soo.
&yoor sis ish friendly.

sheila ;
thankyoos.?
haiish.

post ;

changed skin.
x//
nothing to write ler lars.
haiish.
眼泪都流干了。
pointless love.
its your decision.
& ii wont go against it.
cos ii know no matter what.
ii carnt change your decisioin.
bud that wont change that.

2007-06-26T22:17:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

shawn ;
loll.
thankyoos?
haiish.

shafiq ;
yeayea.
cos yoo dont wish to copy an cockroach rights?
loll.

jiahui ;
shhhs ! yea.?
zhen de bu xiang zai den liaos.
haiish.

yong han ;
zhang lang !
loll -.-
bud really yoo want to go overseas ?

celeste ;
im nort sure leh.
cos ii going for th SYF opening.
if wear sch uni,
ii can peii yoo until lik 4pm liddat.
if nort ii can only peii yoo lik very short ?
buy ler thn go.
ii nort sure lars.
see first ?
thurs give yoo answer. okays ?

post ;

iihatethis.
iihatethis.
iihatethis.

ii dont understand anth.

&this aint working out.
&that aint working out.
wth lurs.

2007-06-25T21:50:00.000+08:00

ERNEST TAN GOR.
thankyoos soso much :D
for lending me yoor ear.
to let me pour everything out.
guess ii should be fine now.
after those tears. :D

2007-06-25T17:11:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

yong han ;
zhang lang !
loll. lame der lors yoo.
& no need run until liddat der rights ?
loll.

shafiq ;
eh. ii osho dont noe ?
surely ish that yong han influence ones lor.
he ish th first one to flood -.-
loll.

post ;

sch reopen.
yawns.
carnt wake up.
too sleepy.
x(
its lik so aint fair lurs.
why does th holis endedd sooo fast.
only 4weeks.
arghhs.
was falling asleep in class.
sat wit phyllan in th morning.
chatted xD
changed back seats after mdm tan came in.
((:
saw him xD
bud he didnt se me.
whatevers.
who cares.
sch ended 20mins later.
omg lars.
x(
went to eat & went to 637 slack as usual.
yawns.
went back early.
need to finish up my 2book review.
which ish lik due tml.
arghhhs.
x(
should have complete it lik in th first week.
when ii gort nth to do.
arghhhs.
went to northpoint walkwalk.
thn went home. :D

说不痛是假的，
说痛是不可能说出的，
你都不管。
说你爱我能变成一种问候或折磨吗？
放手会比较好过吗？
我能把你当成普通朋友吗？
能忘得了吗？
haiish.
好想把自己麻醉。
不想在想了。
what she said was right.
he lik her too much.
&too much really mean too too much.
what he said was also right.
whats th point of all this.
haiish.

2007-06-24T12:01:00.000+08:00

arghhhs.
school ish re-opening tml.
& ii havent finish doing my homework.
arghhhhs.
x(

tag replies ;

felicia ;
ii remember yoo lurs. :D
link-ed lers ((:

shawn ;
thats -.-
loll.
sch reopen go disturb yoo everyday. :x
wahahhahas :x
loll.

edwin ;
eh. my performance was on last friday.
loll.
(:

yong han ;
zhang lang nicee to copy der mehs ? :x
hahhas.
loll.

fabian ;
sot ler lars yoo.
so zi high -.-
my blogg nice to flood mehs ?

post ;

thurs 210607 ;

after posting.
went to gladys mummy house :D
went to record th minus thingy.
after that went SICC :D
went to take a taxi there as it was raining.
& no one to fetch us there.
went to have my lunch.
& went bowling.
((:
it was fun lurs.
gladys teached me how to play.
:D
had loads of laughters & fun :D

friday 220607 ;

wake up at 0745.
went to meet gladys mummy for breakfast.
& she was late. :x
ate & walked to school.
to meet aloysius & doreen.
thn practice.
thn went to music room.
&practice.
:D
after that went to jurong bird park.
after singing.
went to see th penguins. :D
&they are lik soooo cute lurs.
((:
after that went to see th owls :D
after that went back to see th penguins :D
loll.
thn went to slack until 1700.
when th bus came.
&went back to sch.
&went to northpoint to slack agains.
saw pearlyn aiai & anna sweety.
:D
miss-ed them loadds ((:
chatted wit them :D
after that went to th bus interchange.
saw ernest tan gor (:
said hellooos.
thn went home to zzz.

sat 230607 ;

was supposed to go lib wit sheila zeh to study.
in th end.
was at home doing my pathetic homework.
arghhhs.
doing it lik crazy.
x(

2007-06-21T11:12:00.000+08:00

haiish.

那双眼睛为了谁而哭,
那颗心为了谁而痛,
这个女孩为了谁而等。

haiish.

这是单恋吗?
这种感觉并不好受。
可是自己能做什么呢？
只希望他能开心吧。

arghhhs.
havent touch my homework.
when next week sch ish gonna reopen.
arghhhs.
tml ish th BP perfomance ler lars.
aint that looking forward for it.
bud never minds :D
practice makes perfect ((:

2007-06-20T11:08:00.000+08:00

haiish.
carnt use com every night ler bars.
x(

190607

was using th com until suddenly.
POOF!
blackout. -.-
no electricity. -.-
thn remember 10am-4pm have th no electricity.
loll.
was meeting jia hui at 1145am.
talked wit shawn :D until 1130am.
& left th house after that.
went to far east first.
walkwalk.
help shawn see smth.
thn went for lunch. :D
after that went to buy bubble tea ; honey red tea :DD
thn went to bugis.
walkwalk around until lik 6plus.
& took 851 home. :D

200607

gonna rot at home ii guese.
loll.

你到底在想什么，
每次你心情不好，
问你发生什么事，
都是没事。
haiish.
可能你真的不想讲，
所以没说吧。
就是因为这样，
不敢多问，
不想看到你难过。

2007-06-18T21:40:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

yong han ;
stupid bird panda pig.
ii never ask yoo flood lors.
LOLL.
cheeriies lurs :DD

victor ;
yeapyeaps holis gonna end soon.
yoo enjoy th holis too yeaps? :D

post ;

roting at home.
zzz.
nth to do.
think bout it over & over again.
wondering over&over again.
haiish.
tml gonna go out wit jia hui.
dont noe if im looking forward for it anort.
haiish.

2007-06-17T23:28:00.000+08:00

直到爱消失你才懂得　去珍惜身边每个美好风景　
只是他早已离去直到你想通　
他早已经　不再对你留恋最后的你　
开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱他　为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他　这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他为什么不把她留下
眼前的是他还是你还在争夺
任何结果我会点头只要你快乐
是谁遗失了你我愿陪着你找回自已

你真的太过爱他了。
心真的很痛很痛。
ii didnt mean to fall in love wit yoo.
haiish.

2007-06-17T16:17:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

yong han ;
stupid bird panda pig.
lame ehs you.
:x
cheeriies lurs okays? :DD

celeste ;
yeayea.
at last you tagg-ed my blog.
miss-es yoos soooo much lurs. :D
when go far east or th dhoby ghaut there agains?
:D

post ;

nothing much to post bout today bars.
so thats all bars.

不想看到你这样，
心也隐隐作痛，
可是，
说不出这些话。
很想看你开心的样子，
不再难过，
可是，
我知道很难很难，
不管什么事发生，
我希望能在你身边，
开心或难过，
都想在你身边，
哄你笑陪你逗你，
可是知道，
你心里，
最想要她哄你笑陪你逗你，
只想要看到你笑，
不管什么事发生，
我一直都在。

2007-06-16T15:41:00.000+08:00

whees.
back from chalet ystd. :DD

thurs 140607 ;

went to meet yong han at 12pm.
at ocbc bank & he was late agains.
while tooking th bus to northpoint.
saw wanni sweety :DD
miss those days during th holis taking bus back to sch.
chatted wit her.
& after that went to meet yong han.
waitwaitwait.
loll.
after that went to yoshinoya eat.
& fabian came.
after that he went off.
after eating went upstairs walk.
thn he ps me.
said byebye turn around bu jian diao.
thn he said just kidding only
loll.
after that went to meet wit sherica to go to th chalet.
on th bus saw sandra & seow wen & yan chiew & deborah.
after reaching th chalet.
went to play tug-of-war.
after that went to rent bicycle.
me&deborah went to rent th two person bicycle.
& seow wen & yan chiew both rent th two person bicycle toos.
yan yeng & sadra rent th normal bicycle.
thn we went to cycle around th park.
after that went to beach :D
after that went to th arcade.
thn went back to th room slack. :x
thn went to help out wit th bbq.
after helping & eating out went to th arcade again.
after that went back to play vball.
wit clarice & pearlyn & charmaine & kai ning :DD
miss-ed playing vball wit them :DD
thn went back room slack.
thn played blow wind blow & whacko.
:DD
after that went back to th room agains.
thn yong han called.
& shafiq called in.
thn conference.
thn chat until 0300 liddat
after that went to th boys room to chat :D
around 0400 went back to th room.
& tried to went to sleep.

fri 150607 ;

wake up around 0700.
pack up.
& around 0800 leave th chalet.
took th shuttle bus.
& went to have mac as breakfast.
after that went to take th mrt back home.
:DD
walked under th rain home.
bathe & fell asleep.
was supposed to meet yong han & norvin & shafiq.
thn go bugis walkwalk.
bud in th end,
suddenly mum called.
thn carnt go.
wth.
stayed home & sleep.
:DD
slept lik until 2100plus.
thn started to message& talk on th phone.
thn phone gort confiscated.
wth.

ni dao di zai xiang she me.
mei ci dou xiang bu chu ni zai xiang she me.
hao xiang zhi dao.
haiish.
好想说，
可是说不出。
只相看到你笑。

2007-06-13T21:13:00.000+08:00

POST ;

120607 tues ;

stayed home all day.
didnt did much.
so didnt blog.
anort its gonna be a boring post.
loll.

130607 weds ;

photos ;

went to sentosa wit jiahui; norvin; shafiq; yong han; wei xiang. :D
met them at 11am at yck mrt station.
waited for 1/2 hour for jia hui.
at th station.
& she said she nort going
& ii was lik go lur go lur.
& finally she agreed xD
went to meet her at harbour front.
waited for another 1/2 hour.
sit & chatchat.
sorrys, syafiq.
after she came,
went to take th monorail or smth liddat to sentosa.
saw clarice & her friends
& went to th beach after getting off th monorail.
& went to th food court to eat.
didnt had any food.
just drank milo.
ask that norvin buy.
thn he ask yong han buy.
loll.
irresponsible gor :x
& thankyoos yong han.
& that stupid norvin.
of all times
why must he go play sarang heyo & ni na me ai ta.
went to play volleyball.
yong han; norvin & wei xiang at one side.
shafiq; me & jiahui on th other.
thn we playplayplay.
& th water&sand keep going in my eyes & mouth.
eeks.
loll.
after that went to play wit th water & sand.
kinda disgusting. :x
everyone was lik wet lurs.
thn norvin & shafiq pulled me into th water.
next was jia hui.
she was carried into th water.
1 boy hold one of her hands. &another hold her legs.
& poof.
she landed in th water.
next was me.
4boys pulled & throw me into th water.
each hold either my hand or leg.
grr.
& they swing me three times & poof.
arghhs.
& th water is sooo salty.
yucks.
bud it was kinda fun. :D
after that throwed one another sand.
kinda childish.
:x
bud funny lurs.
hahas.
played a game & th one who lose had to choose either have to choose truth or dare.
it was lik totally funny lurs.
& its totally gay lars. :x
hahhas.
after that continued throwing sand.
& went to play volleyball wit norvin.
after that yong han & wei xiang joined in.
& playplayplay.
after that they played soccer.
thn me&jiahui went to change.
& th clothes were sand-y.
eeks.
thn went to buy slurpee.
thn went back to th beach.
& took some photos.
& off we go.
when th guys were changing.
me&jiahui sat at th "bus" stop.
to wait for them.
& took photos toos.
:D
after that went to vivo walkwalk.
& th aunty at th food republic faced th boys & said.
"xiao jie ni yao she meh"
thn we there laugh. :x
thn went to giant to buy food&drinks.
& ii didnt went to that giant before.
thn ii walk past th detergent department.
& that stupid yong han said ii want to buy detergent to drink or smth liddat.
LOL.
after that went home :D
th mrt ; jurong east line was tooo full.
thn we took th marina bay line.
all th way to marina bay & back.
(:
& home sweet home.

2007-06-11T19:03:00.000+08:00

haiish.
didnt felt lik blogingg so didnt blogg ystd.
just came back after watching pirates of carribean.
wit jesny zeh; fabian gor ; yong han; shafiq; syahrizal.
didnt ate much.
went to long john drink ice lemon tea.
& th guys were lik late lurs.
lol.
th moviie was lik 3hours lidat.
sit until th leg cramp daos. :x
thn me&jesny came out after watching th show.
lik want to sleep liddat :x
after that went to take neoprint.

after went to walk around northpoint.
& went to mac slack.
zzz.
thn went home.

haiish.
what she say was right.
if ii dont tell hiim ii dont noe th ans.
haiish.
bud ii noe now aint th right time to ask bars.
我什么都不需要，只想要看到他笑。
thats all ii wish.

2007-06-09T16:10:00.000+08:00

imback xD

tag replies ;

yonghan ;
stupid bird panda pigg. xD
ii nebbarr force you der lors.
grrs.
& is you late lors.
anort will nort 5mins ps you lors :x
bud thankyouus lars. (:

shawn ;
loll. da hao ren xD
bu hao ting mehs?
da huai ren nicer mehs?

fiona ;
linkedd (:

sheila ;
cheeriies lars.
cheer ups lars.
no more tears hors.

post ;

day one - monday ;

woke up at 10am :x
thn changed.
had lunch.
& went to m'sia.
thn drive until lik 30mins.
& th car carnt seem to move.
wths
thn th stupid aircon lurs.
dont noe whats wrong wit it.
once its on,
th car carnt move.
went back to singapore.
msged fabian gor.
thn changed car.
& off.
& that yonghan still can laugh until lik soooo loud.
& its sooo nort farniie lars.
loll.
after reaching there went to eat steamboat for dinner
after that went to carefour to walkwalk.
dad bought prepaid card for me xD
went home after that.

day two - tuesday;

went to sunway pyramid.
shopshop & went to starbucks.
borrowedd dads PDA to use.
xD
used msn.
& chatchat xD
at least better than nort using rights.

day three - wednesday ;

went to mid valley walkwalk.
& its sooo boringg lurs.
totally boreddom lurs.

day four - thursday ;

went to KLCC.
walkwalk & went to starbucks xD
borrowed dads PDA agains xD
chatchat.
haiish.

day five - friday ;

back in s'pore.
msgg-ed fabian.
thn he told to me to go see hiim.
thn went to 637.
wit sheila.
norvin & shawn & fabian & syahrizal they all there play dumb&chi chess.
loll.
thn chatchat. xD
everyone went home at arnd 1830.
except me & sheila.
went to northpoint.
bought honey bubble tea.
thn yonghan was lik late by more than 10mins.
still say ii 5mins ps hiim.
grrs.
loll.

day six -saturday ;

shawn gor called at 10pm last night.
thn yonghan called in.
thn shawn hanged
thn yonghan ps me.
go watch teevee.
thn nebbarr talk.
hang up at 1am.
thn talked to norvin gor & sheila zeh.
norvin fell asleep & jiang meng hua xD
wahahahas :X
thn he hanged at 3am.
continued to talk to sheila until 0630 liddat.
& my mum draged me out of bed at 10 am.
wths.
ii need to sleep der lurs.
why carnt she just let me sleep.
wths.
went to th workshop to fix that car which nearly broke down.
went to tampiness mall.
& iim lik falling asleep lurs.
went to piano lesson.
gort scolded.
:x
forget to bring that stupid notebook.
arghhs.

我那时很想很想说
这样我会很难过, 会很担心
可是全说不出。

2007-06-04T01:27:00.000+08:00

haiish.
nth much to write bout today.
loll.
talking to yih chyuan & norvin & yong han.
bud yong han hangedd up alreadys.
iim going to m'sia later.
loll.
im boredboredbored :x
imisshim. :x
& im going there until sat.
& ii will be bored to death.
:x
no handphone roaming.
no computer to use.
omg lars.
wths.
loll.
how worst could it get.
loll.
ii wish my wish will come true on sat (:
loll.
:x
ii hope & ii wish (:
yupyups.
thats all.
(:
cheeriies. (:

2007-06-03T03:37:00.000+08:00

haiish.
its 0300plus in th morning.
& ii carnt sleep.
haiish.
just hang up after talking to yonghan.
& ii carnt sleep.
haiish.
& ii carnt stop thinking.
no matter what iim doing ii just carnt stop.
just cried haiish.
no one except her knows.

是谁遗失了你我愿陪者你找回自己。

不管什么事发生我一直都在。

遥望着你背影有孤单太苍白
我多么想陪着你走过人山人海
当天空变灰白你的忧伤澎湃
我多么想走进你紧锁的心海
我一直都在你身后等待等你有一天回过头看我
我的笑送给你希望你快乐你的难过都给我
关于你的一切我都好好收藏着
我一直都在你身后等待等你有一天能感觉到我
就算我在你世界渺小像一颗尘埃我也会给你我所有光和热
我鼓起勇气大喊你要听得见
我不许你再孤单要你拥抱我给的温暖

我好想好想告诉你不要再难过
因为我会也会难过因为你。

haiish.
NO sms.
NO calls.
NO msn.
wths.
haiish.
it is gonna be a torture.
ii HOPE & WISH that it will continue

haiish.
gonna try to go sleep nows.
so thats all.

2007-06-02T23:15:00.000+08:00

tag replies ;

zionist ;
misss diidiix alort toos.
ate diidiix derh lolly when talking on th fone todays.
(:
zehzeh loveeeees diidiix.

sotong mei ;
dont tire yourself wors.
taikareeees.
zehh loveees meii (:

marylynn meii ;
meiimeii taikareeees tooo wors.
misss yooous (:
zehh loveeeees meiii loadds (:

POST ;

haiish haiish haiish.
tell me howhowhow.
haiish.
ii wish it will go on & on.
haiish.

& ii aint happy.
& ii carnt stop thinking.
& ii dont want this to stop.
& ii want this to continue.
& ii wish for it to continue.

haiish.

talked on th fone until going to 5am wit yonghan.
slept arnd 0515.
haiish.
wake up at 1300 :x
gort scolded for waking up sooo late.
haish.
went to practice piano after washing up.
& ate lunch.
was late for piano.
haiish.
gort scolded AGAIN.
loll
was a totally disaster.
didnt practice for 2weeks already :x
after that went to meet sheila zeh.
haiish.
didnt want to say what happen.
haiish.
went to meet parents at 1900plus.
went to eat dinner.
didnt have much appetite after thinking bout ...
talked to fabian gor & jia hui cutiepie & shawn gor.
shawn was th first one to cheer me up (:
meii loveeeees gorgor.
haiish.
nothing much to write ler lurs.
haiish.

2007-06-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

TAG REPLIES ;

yonghan ;
yea lurs.
my comment "very long"
ii dont noe what to write mars.
thn lik guaiguai ones.
on th fone wit you.
thn xiang bu dao dong xi xie.
loll.
stupid panda :x
wahahahahas :x

yonghwei ;
yupyups.
remember yoos.
& linkedd (:

joanne ;
relinkkedd (:
miss yooos (:

fabian ;
hahhas.
get well reall soon yea?
meii loveeees gorgor (:

POST ;

haish.
loll.
ii want to talk to hiim.
ii miss hiim.
haiish.

howhowhow?
haiish.
dont feel lik posting anth ler lurs.
so yeayea tml blog agains.